Maybe if I had the guts to do it.
Then today would be such a different day.

So amazing how pride or fear can swallow someone
Opportunities arise, yet we hardly take them
At that specific moment, we're often can't make a decision
leaving it to the last minute and then it's too late

On the other hand, are opportunities created by man?
or by fate?
Who really knows anyway?

The focus is not at that specific moment
becus it would soon be gone and forgotten
but what really stain ur past
is the after "shock"
when you start to realise you were so stupid enough
to lose your chance

Regrets?

For me, I don't know?
Maybe everything still happens for a reason yeah?
Maybe it was meant to be.
Am I foolish to think that it was by fate?
and not by my indecisiveness?

Whatever it is,
Let the past be forgotten.
No point holding to something that actually doesn't exist anymore

Yet everytime your name is being said
That feeling still stings
When would that feeling ever become a stranger to me?

I slept for 12 hours + ytd nite

Today, I went home in the afternoon

and I end up falling asleep 0,o

Omoshhh!

So anw, I tink there's a problem

so I checked up on Google.

There are two types of sleep apnea:

Obstructive sleep apnea (OSA): The more common of the two forms of apnea, it is caused by a blockage of the airway, usually when the soft tissue in the back of the throat collapses during sleep.

Central sleep apnea: Unlike OSA, the airway is not blocked but the brain fails to signal the muscles to breathe due to instability in the respiratory control center.


=OOO

omosh, I tink I'm such a worry freak =.=
but I'm genuinely freak out

I really hate exams.
What makes it worst is I've only done 3 papers and I have 4 to go

I'm not even at the half-way mark YET!!!!!
and everyone is almost done with exams =X

Damn, seems like I'm left behind again...
Psch.

I'm not sure if I'm a tolerant person.
But I tink there's one thing that I absolutely dislike.
When people hold something that's against me and threaten me.
Maybe.

I guess I dun like the idea of being accountable to someone.

Or when people have expectations fo you.

I mean it's good that people actually have expectations
becos it show that they have high regards for you yeah?

but why should we force or pressure ourselves to fit in the lil criteria they have for us?
It's my life right?
I'm some kind of robot toy that has to take instructions.
and used for others' pleasure yeah?

Anw, I dun even noe why I came to this topic xD

So weird huh?

I really wanna change my flight back to Sg
make it earlier
so I can avoid the freaking hot weather
and be there for my friend's 21st!
but I'm not sure...
Still pending...

Camwhore with J makes you feel inferior especially when you look down there 0,o

I'm glad I have a week and a bit till my next exam!!

So I decided to relax and watch Momo Love =)

This drama is pretty new cos' there are only 3 episodes out

I absolutely hate waiting for drama! I like to watch them straight in a row

Anwhooo, I haven't gave much thoughts to the "future" yet

I wonder how it would be like even after my exams

I just wanna chill and catch up with friends

or maybe go on an adventure huh?

I guess afterall, I'm pretty satisfied with what I have now

I mean there's nothing more I can ask for

or complain with the things I have already

Whatever that cause this year to end the way it has, has its reasons

and there's no point in dwelling over it

Maybe there're some things which I haven't gotten over fully yet...

But at least it doesn't bother me now

so, it's best that I don't face it

I'm in this phase now where I cbs thinking so much

My notion is that when situations arise, you simply have to go with ur gut feeling

and do whatever you need to do.

so there're no point worrying about what to do.

It's like someone pushing you in the deep sea

and you can't swim.

You can either struggle for your life or you can drown

one way or the other

It sounds abit barbaric

but at least you don't have to fear whether you will be thrown in the sea one day

I hardly think anyone gets me here

cos I hardly understand myself too

I just blabbling on and on

till tomorrow comes...

Sometimes, people think what's best for you may be the worst for you

Or maybe there's not even a single conclusion to whether this way is right or wrong

simply depends on the people involved yeah?

Who knows exactly what is right anyway?

Do you?

cos' I don't...

Maybe it's best we leave it buried forever and forever

It could be the best solution to our pain?

cos' if I ever had to face the same crap again

I can't imagine what I will not do.

or whether I will be able to recover my equilibrium again

Mish : "Arghh, the freakin photographer is taking her sweet ass time"

J: *stare* -sighhh-

So today, A came by to pick me up
and guess where we were going!

Monash Uni library
OH WAIT...

It's the COOL engineering library
which is named Andrew smth

Was planning to hardcore study
but didn't do much afterall
blame the weather!!

It was actually quite fun 'studying' my spesh
and listening to the convos
cos I got no idea wth his friends and him were talking about
0,o

But anw, A's friend is the brother of a church friend of mine
How funny yeah?
The world is soooo small?

Today was fun afterall; feels like I'm on a road trip XD
alrite, I'm emotionally confuse..I tink

WooOohh!!
Can you believe it!
I finished Liar Game 1 in 2 days =D
Don't ask me why the guy look so crap!

and guess what! Liar Game 2 is out soon!!
omosh omosh! can't wait!!
anw, don't you think he looks WAY BETTER NOW? =)

I love it how it's so mind-blowing

but I wish they would show more romance 0,o

Let's hope Liar Game has it!