I'm with C now at 1.15 in the morning
and he watching some random squash thing
which is B-o-r-i-n-g xD

I need to really finish up with my packing soon!!!
so, I guess I won't be sleeping tonite xD
And my luggage is not big enough to fit everything
Don't want to go back.....

Omosh, imagine all the things I have to face!
Life is stuff =O

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today!
Got so annoyed with the whole world that I literally did not talked at all
That could be because some1 didn't ring me at 2am to wake me up =.=
And now stupid blog stuffed up!!

Anw, went to Amk ytd and met my vv cool cousin ytd
who bullys me 24/7 and thinks I looked geeky -.-
and I went to "More than Words" and got all the stuff I wanted
Spent so much that I end up recieving a membership card! =D

Today, went to visit my sister again and then my aunt's place for lunch!
The crowd at orchard was crazy!
Hate crowds so much!

Oh yea, I cut my hair ytd which looks gay >.<
Anw, I want a fresh start of life!!!

I only slept 5 hours ytd
cos I had to go to the dentist early morning...
I have really bad teeth...
and I serz think I tried all the dental "instrument" already

Then, I went shopping at tmall with my godsis =]
bought quite alot
Oh, I got a mini hair extension for fun!
and I won't tell u the colour...cos it's too common >.<

Anw, I'm really happy cos Mal is my form class this year!
There, I actually have a friend xD

I'm really nervous for the new school term
and omosh, I'm leaving in a week time and I'm freak
I feel kind of attached to here; I really do not want to leave...
Though I do miss alot of my friends in Au...

The Chef!!!
Meet the grace church girls =]

Meet Fred

I watched with movie with my cousin today!
-The haunting of Molly Hartley-
It was vv freaky; jumped a few times
but the ending sucks xD
Oh yea, there was a couple making out beside me
was soo annoying -.-
so I moved to the next seat!

I ate jap buffet today and it was sooo GOOD!
omosh, chocolate fondue, sashimi, sushi and green tea mochi!
felt like puking after stuffing myself to death

Met the grace church people ytd!
man, there is so many of them here!

I had reunion lunch ytd
ate ALOT becus ppl keep stuffing food on my plate xD
then spend the whole day at my aunt's place
was vv fun! cos I personally think they're really cool

Anw, this post is dedicated to 3 vv impt people...

第一，我要对莫个人说...我谅解也没责备你!
从小学,我当你是我永远的好朋友!

第二, 我要感谢这个人,谢谢他为我做的 一切
No matter where I'm, I know I can always look for him
I really can't imagine life without you

第三, We've been through so much together; laughters 'n tears
Don't think anything can breaks us up, not even till we're 80+

love.life

Hope you're all cheer up now
even though I can't be the one who make you happy

It was almost the first time I've been so absent-minded and forgotten to log off
Luckily, C helped me to log onto his com.. thanks!
anw, I always knew that whenever I'm upset
God send someone to me! And he never fails, not one single time

I drowned myself in sleep this afternoon
and I just do not know what else to do now...

I think I'm really stupid for saying those kind of stuff
nothing I say now would really help...

so there's no point in it

Anw, Bee is here which makes me happy again
and Gy is leaving for 2 months to be a maid =]
I feel sorry for him! xD

I really want to watch ponyo....
look really lame but cute at the same time =]

Perhaps, fantasy was never meant to be true

I've been thinking alot for the past few days
and I feel really guilty of the things I have done
and now, I just want to be truthful...
Not sure what will happen after this
but I do know I'm not qualified to be forgiven
and I don't ask that from you...

There are quite a few things that make me cry
but there are only these two that I can rmb crying so hard and hurting so badly
that I knew exactly where my heart was position in me (cliche but real!)
1. When I lose a friend...
2. When I hurt someone...

But through everything, I really learn alot
and take things more open-mindedly
I guess it really builds me up?
but at the same time, it makes me more wary of the people around me...

vv contradicting post AGAIN!



Anw, I really love this song and the movie itself

I really wish what Annie writes in her blog is real
but reality sucks....
oh well!!
face it, i suppose

It's been so long since I'm online
There was smth that kept pulling me from the internet
Just feel like not-talking-to-anybody
Not to such a great extent cos I went out practically everyday =.=

Brenda came from Malaysia ytd so met up with her
and then
Fred came to Malaysia so met up with him today
Seee, Malaysian love SG =DD
Went out with Aly on both day!
Oh, painted Fred's nails multicoloured which was vv cool!

I think I put on too much weight these few days!
Been eating buffet for the past two days!
I had this awesome buffet ytd that had like almost everything!

I starting to really think my cousins from my dad's side are cool
I was nv really close to them when I was young except one
becus I was one of the youngest, naive and oh, innocent!
while they're cruel!
They used to take my barbie dolls and pull its limbs and head out =O

I feel very guilty about my work
haven't started homework yet and I did bad for VCE last year
So, I really need to start!
like NOW!

I can't be the perfect girl you've been dreaming for all this while

Hahah, using cousin's com and finally loading up photos!
Slept at 3 am becus there is too much in my mind!
Oh, I played pool and had dinner with Gy ytd
Had a vv good talk about relationship!
Concluded that guys and girls are jerks!! wahah!

Anw, woke up early!!!
walk all the way to "big splash" where Al & D were having their car boot sale!
They stayed there for like 12 hours straight!
And then I stayed till 11pm and my cousin came on a cab to pick me!!
Feel so love =D

Oh, There was annoying woman that kept bargaining like 1/10 of the price!

Allie did my nails!!

I bought this kimono top for 12 dollar
but after buying it, I realised the top part had flaws!!
So I hang it at Al's store and it got sold for $20!!
Happy me!!

I was just in the midst of changing into my new cute layout

when something went into my mind and I closed the window =.=
Oh well!

I woke up really early this morning
went to shop with my grandma
which was good but not so good at the same time
seeing that we have communication problems
I really need to pick up hokkien (not sure how u spell)

My grandma is the best
She's always giving and giving to her children n grandchildren
I wonder if I'll ever have that love and patience for others

I went shopping ytd with Al & Jo
Then D came to join our spree!

I bought a skirt, dress and a top
Oh, and I bought another top today!

Anw, I'm going to be so lonely today!
My dad left for China ytd and my mum went to stay at aunty's place!

I'm soo hungryy!!

Happy B'dae Chao!!!
Hope you have a great year ahead in your new school!

Meet plenty of friends
Meet the perfect girl
Find the perfect career! =]

only photo I could load -.-"'
Celebrated at Fish & Co
because they have their own b'dae rap
which was hilarious and I hope Chao was
"pleasantly surprised"
I seriously couldn't stop cracking up when they did the cheer thing

Today, I went to the library to "study"
but turn out I read magazines instead!
Nv told why Mal gets so engross in it
but now I realised...

Anw, it's not much of a new year since it been 5 days already
but I would like to reflect my 2008

There were many ups and downs
Struggled much with my own deepest thoughts (sound spooky)
but I suppose I survived! =]

I feel really bless by God

He gave me a perfect family
One who understands and unconditionally loves me
Obviously wishing my sis was here too!
but I know deeply she's with God
so that doesn't make much of a different!
because I'll see her one day again!

He gave me true friends
I may not have many friends but certainly have true ones!
I love my Australia friends:

~My 7 girlfriends whom I love and cherish!
and almost known all of my highschool life!
Ana~you're so lovely and HUGable!!!
Gaz~ you're beautiful and funny! Hear all the goss from her!
Jin~you're pretty and nice (thanks for letting me steal ur food)
Jemm~ The meaniest but I love her so much, it's not funny anymore! (ohcrap, lesb)
Mal~ My longest friend who is the shortest and takes all my crap and bullies =D
Mel ~ The sweetest girl who collaborate with me all the time!
Nat~ You're so lamee whose middle name is perfect! trust all my stuff to you! =]

I met a few friends this year esp.
Ai ni~ You're someone who I can share about everything!
Always something up to no good >.<
M ~ You're so nice and really show me a role model of a follower of God =]
C ~ You're someone who managed to pull me out from my deluded life
and make me happy again!
J ~ You're one of few that I managed to click so fast!
Love the ice cream hunt!
All my workmates ~ Makes work so enjoyable!
All the asians ~ Making me feel like I'm in TVB with random honkie jokes!

Other specials:
A~ My another awesome gf! She's like perfect!
B~ I really thank God that he let me meet you! Nv regret any moment!
S ~ Thanks for listening to my troubles and be there when I need you!
A ~ All the lame jokes and phone recording I'll never forget! Thanks for counselling too =P

What makes me really happy in Sg is my SG friends
I know most of them since year 5 or year 6!
And it's the fact that when I meet them after a year
It's always feel like I just met them 2 days ago!
Enjoy this kind of closeness that never fades or feel drifted

A~ You've been the nicest girl I knew since year 6!
Someone who understands me much
A ~ Weird sense of humour who doesn't sound jap to me "FLOW"
B ~ All the staying up late talking is really getting to me
C ~ You're so funnily diff that is able to be serious at times
D ~ A joker xDDD
J ~ Cheery face and strong personality
Y ~ The easiest to pick on with his slow reaction!

There's still others but I really need to catch the last esp. of "lil nonya" xDD

C says:
well if u perm it (hair)
C says:
u'll DEF look like
C says:
a brocolli

Thanks???

I still deciding how to cut my hair!!

Alrite, time for New Year Resolutions:

1. Be Extremely NICE!
2. Be Myself
(oh crap, I'm naturally mean -.-)
3. Do not try to pretend to be some1 else

Alrite...I haven't really thought about that much so I guess I shall come up with it another time!

but just something that I thought 2 days ago at dinner

Would you rather hid ur true self to fit in the "cool" group
or
Be urself and hang out with the "uncool" group

Gonna write up my whole week!!
No pics tho! =(

3th JAN

Today, I woke up very earlier to meet B for breakfast!
and he didn't even wake up on time >.<>

I'm in need of sleep
but when I went home at 1pm
I couldn't fall asleep =(
went to dad's friend house for dinner!

2nd JAN

Had an awesome Jap buffet!!!
but no photos cos this computer is stuff up!!
I shall upload another day =D

Felt so full that I could not even eat dinner
but went to Ashtons with B and C
then proceed on to D's house for mahjong
and played till midnight

oh ya, pretty happy that SOME1 actually call me a good friend! rofl xD

1st JAN

Happy NEW YEARRR!! was thinking of my resolutions but haven't make up my mind yet!
I slept at 9 that morning and woke up at 1pm >.<>

I'm much happier that he is in Japan now
not only becos he is much happier
but it means that I dun have to wake up at 6am to send him off on New year day when he was in UK.
Flight to Japan is at midnite!! hahah =]

Was playing random games like black magic, what's next, etc on the way home
And my all time fave...CHARLIEEE
which I think annoyed everyone

31st DEC

Met C and we had green tea snow ice! yummmyy
talk till Y and his friend came to meet us then we went to watch the fireworks on the highway
It was pretty nice but the journey to watch the firework was like w-t-h
Unfortunately, C has the fotos and he hasn't send any yet xD

We sat besides the swimming pool listening to random music
then went to Maccas and it was fully packed though it was 1.30am >.<>30th DEC

Met up with Calvin!
watch yesman after we shop for his gf's stuff!
Got abit lost in orchard road xD

Me to U bears are sooo CUTE
I miss mine "xiao 5" at home