I really wish what Annie writes in her blog is real
but reality sucks....
oh well!!
face it, i suppose

It's been so long since I'm online
There was smth that kept pulling me from the internet
Just feel like not-talking-to-anybody
Not to such a great extent cos I went out practically everyday =.=

Brenda came from Malaysia ytd so met up with her
and then
Fred came to Malaysia so met up with him today
Seee, Malaysian love SG =DD
Went out with Aly on both day!
Oh, painted Fred's nails multicoloured which was vv cool!

I think I put on too much weight these few days!
Been eating buffet for the past two days!
I had this awesome buffet ytd that had like almost everything!

I starting to really think my cousins from my dad's side are cool
I was nv really close to them when I was young except one
becus I was one of the youngest, naive and oh, innocent!
while they're cruel!
They used to take my barbie dolls and pull its limbs and head out =O

I feel very guilty about my work
haven't started homework yet and I did bad for VCE last year
So, I really need to start!
like NOW!

I can't be the perfect girl you've been dreaming for all this while

Hahah, using cousin's com and finally loading up photos!
Slept at 3 am becus there is too much in my mind!
Oh, I played pool and had dinner with Gy ytd
Had a vv good talk about relationship!
Concluded that guys and girls are jerks!! wahah!

Anw, woke up early!!!
walk all the way to "big splash" where Al & D were having their car boot sale!
They stayed there for like 12 hours straight!
And then I stayed till 11pm and my cousin came on a cab to pick me!!
Feel so love =D

Oh, There was annoying woman that kept bargaining like 1/10 of the price!

Allie did my nails!!

I bought this kimono top for 12 dollar
but after buying it, I realised the top part had flaws!!
So I hang it at Al's store and it got sold for $20!!
Happy me!!

I was just in the midst of changing into my new cute layout

when something went into my mind and I closed the window =.=
Oh well!

I woke up really early this morning
went to shop with my grandma
which was good but not so good at the same time
seeing that we have communication problems
I really need to pick up hokkien (not sure how u spell)

My grandma is the best
She's always giving and giving to her children n grandchildren
I wonder if I'll ever have that love and patience for others

I went shopping ytd with Al & Jo
Then D came to join our spree!

I bought a skirt, dress and a top
Oh, and I bought another top today!

Anw, I'm going to be so lonely today!
My dad left for China ytd and my mum went to stay at aunty's place!

I'm soo hungryy!!

Happy B'dae Chao!!!
Hope you have a great year ahead in your new school!

Meet plenty of friends
Meet the perfect girl
Find the perfect career! =]

only photo I could load -.-"'
Celebrated at Fish & Co
because they have their own b'dae rap
which was hilarious and I hope Chao was
"pleasantly surprised"
I seriously couldn't stop cracking up when they did the cheer thing

Today, I went to the library to "study"
but turn out I read magazines instead!
Nv told why Mal gets so engross in it
but now I realised...

Anw, it's not much of a new year since it been 5 days already
but I would like to reflect my 2008

There were many ups and downs
Struggled much with my own deepest thoughts (sound spooky)
but I suppose I survived! =]

I feel really bless by God

He gave me a perfect family
One who understands and unconditionally loves me
Obviously wishing my sis was here too!
but I know deeply she's with God
so that doesn't make much of a different!
because I'll see her one day again!

He gave me true friends
I may not have many friends but certainly have true ones!
I love my Australia friends:

~My 7 girlfriends whom I love and cherish!
and almost known all of my highschool life!
Ana~you're so lovely and HUGable!!!
Gaz~ you're beautiful and funny! Hear all the goss from her!
Jin~you're pretty and nice (thanks for letting me steal ur food)
Jemm~ The meaniest but I love her so much, it's not funny anymore! (ohcrap, lesb)
Mal~ My longest friend who is the shortest and takes all my crap and bullies =D
Mel ~ The sweetest girl who collaborate with me all the time!
Nat~ You're so lamee whose middle name is perfect! trust all my stuff to you! =]

I met a few friends this year esp.
Ai ni~ You're someone who I can share about everything!
Always something up to no good >.<
M ~ You're so nice and really show me a role model of a follower of God =]
C ~ You're someone who managed to pull me out from my deluded life
and make me happy again!
J ~ You're one of few that I managed to click so fast!
Love the ice cream hunt!
All my workmates ~ Makes work so enjoyable!
All the asians ~ Making me feel like I'm in TVB with random honkie jokes!

Other specials:
A~ My another awesome gf! She's like perfect!
B~ I really thank God that he let me meet you! Nv regret any moment!
S ~ Thanks for listening to my troubles and be there when I need you!
A ~ All the lame jokes and phone recording I'll never forget! Thanks for counselling too =P

What makes me really happy in Sg is my SG friends
I know most of them since year 5 or year 6!
And it's the fact that when I meet them after a year
It's always feel like I just met them 2 days ago!
Enjoy this kind of closeness that never fades or feel drifted

A~ You've been the nicest girl I knew since year 6!
Someone who understands me much
A ~ Weird sense of humour who doesn't sound jap to me "FLOW"
B ~ All the staying up late talking is really getting to me
C ~ You're so funnily diff that is able to be serious at times
D ~ A joker xDDD
J ~ Cheery face and strong personality
Y ~ The easiest to pick on with his slow reaction!

There's still others but I really need to catch the last esp. of "lil nonya" xDD

C says:
well if u perm it (hair)
C says:
u'll DEF look like
C says:
a brocolli

Thanks???

I still deciding how to cut my hair!!

Alrite, time for New Year Resolutions:

1. Be Extremely NICE!
2. Be Myself
(oh crap, I'm naturally mean -.-)
3. Do not try to pretend to be some1 else

Alrite...I haven't really thought about that much so I guess I shall come up with it another time!

but just something that I thought 2 days ago at dinner

Would you rather hid ur true self to fit in the "cool" group
or
Be urself and hang out with the "uncool" group

Gonna write up my whole week!!
No pics tho! =(

3th JAN

Today, I woke up very earlier to meet B for breakfast!
and he didn't even wake up on time >.<>

I'm in need of sleep
but when I went home at 1pm
I couldn't fall asleep =(
went to dad's friend house for dinner!

2nd JAN

Had an awesome Jap buffet!!!
but no photos cos this computer is stuff up!!
I shall upload another day =D

Felt so full that I could not even eat dinner
but went to Ashtons with B and C
then proceed on to D's house for mahjong
and played till midnight

oh ya, pretty happy that SOME1 actually call me a good friend! rofl xD

1st JAN

Happy NEW YEARRR!! was thinking of my resolutions but haven't make up my mind yet!
I slept at 9 that morning and woke up at 1pm >.<>

I'm much happier that he is in Japan now
not only becos he is much happier
but it means that I dun have to wake up at 6am to send him off on New year day when he was in UK.
Flight to Japan is at midnite!! hahah =]

Was playing random games like black magic, what's next, etc on the way home
And my all time fave...CHARLIEEE
which I think annoyed everyone

31st DEC

Met C and we had green tea snow ice! yummmyy
talk till Y and his friend came to meet us then we went to watch the fireworks on the highway
It was pretty nice but the journey to watch the firework was like w-t-h
Unfortunately, C has the fotos and he hasn't send any yet xD

We sat besides the swimming pool listening to random music
then went to Maccas and it was fully packed though it was 1.30am >.<>30th DEC

Met up with Calvin!
watch yesman after we shop for his gf's stuff!
Got abit lost in orchard road xD

Me to U bears are sooo CUTE
I miss mine "xiao 5" at home