spagetti tornados n flying meatballs

Alright, I woke up at 4.30am today
to watch the sunrise with J
and he said he will ring me at 4.45am
but in the end, I had to ring him becos he couldn't wake up
wonderful ain't it?
Hahah, but it was soo cloudy you couldn't see the sun =.=

and then we watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball
Omoshh, sooooo freaking good man!
Love that movie
Hilarious cartoon

Anw, a joyful day passed once again
but I need to catch up on my sleep
like seriously.
I tink I only slept 5 hours ytd nite.

1st year anniversary; there's no taboo when you're single.

Yep, back from WP!

and I shall post up some photos =)

Anw, the special day I was talking about is

I have been single for a year!

WOoohh! good celebration uh huh!

Alright, just think that I'm weird then
but I thought it was wonderful

becos people who usually break up
find another partner
either becos they're too used to the idea of relying someone
and feeling attached
or it might be a rebounce

that's my thoughts anyway
and you don't have to agree.

It does feel good being single actually.
The start is abit hard becos I was getting used to being taken care of
but then, being single means that
you don't have to be accountable for your actions
you don't have to worry about how the other person feels
you don't need to meet expectations
you are able to spend time alone without having to stress about what's the other person doing
and most importantly, your heart is free from chance of being hurt
but every r/nship is bound to give pain anw.

there's no taboo when you're single.

I don't think I will ever been ready to commit anw
I don't like that feeling of being attached
and the whole world deems you as just one couple
I like people to see me as who I am
I like my freedom, afterall.

or maybe cos I haven't found the right one yet yeah?
hahah, when would you ever know that's him tho

In my heart, your presence is always felt

I miss those days

where you just sit beside your bed

and watch the droplets of rain trinkle down the window

so many thoughts go through your mind

but none of them too hurtful to replay

It's simply peace

that inexplicable feeling

it's soo amazing, and indescribable

I wish somedays

I will be able to do that again

Where no one bothers me

Where I'm alone

yet don't feel lonely

becus afterall, you're always with me.

I wish this is what I see every morning outside my window =)

TOMO IS A SPECIAL DAY

Cigarettes; smoke your way through ur pockets

Anw, I have noticed that alot of people smoke now
and it's kinda of getting on my nerves
maybe also becos, I have a really sensitive nose

But anw, there're 2 things that I just wanted to make

1. We should soooo ban smoking outside shopping centres
What's the point of banning smoking in shopping centre when once you walked out of it
You're simply bombarded with it?
How lame right?
 Yes, I do wanna shop in a presence of clean air
but I also want to walk out safely without having to be a victim of a second-hand smoker

2. We should absolutely reduced the price of nicotine patches and have more CHEAP aid to those who wants to quit smoking
I was in Church the other day and my leader told me
that nicotine patches cost more than cigarettes on a weekly basis
=O
how nuts is that?
asif I wanna pay more money Just to Quit smoking

I guess to a certain extent;
cigarettes are another form of any other addictions
like DRAMAs, alcohol, etc etc

but I don't know why
I just hate it =/

It's sooo expensive and it harm your body
won-der-ful ain't it?
paying money to ruin ur health =/

It's a time to celebrate;

Pictures from friday and sat
I don't really take much photos nowsaday
becos I have a shit camera =/
and becos I'm having too much fun that I cbs taking photos

anw, Fii's party was awesome too
good fun!

Finally, I'm done with exams =)
but actually, it doesn't feel like it

I feel more lost and confuse
it's the "after exams syndrome"
where all the things that was bothering you before exams
just suddenly rush back.

Anw, watched New Moon today
I actually really liked this one
it's so sweet.
and tonight, I'm going to fantasize about it.

As much as Jacob is sweeter and cuter
He's more lethal than Edward, I reckon
I rather die or become a vampire than actually being disfigured yeah?

Anwhoo, I'm happy today
not so much that exams are over
but becos I've come to terms with quite alot of things
and I feel like I'm able to slowly let go of things
but very slowly...

I'll be away tomo and be back on thur!!
but I will still be blogging becos I have scheduled my post!! =)
so continue to come on my space!

so wooOoh!
everyone should start "dating" me now
cos I'm gonna be free!
mayb not this week though?
so book fast xD

I need a job
so people, find me one =/

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Alright, so I officially deleted the last post
becos when I read it this morning
I was like w-t-h?
I obviously wasn't in the right state of mind

or maybe,
I am actually happier today
Maybe it ain't my problem right?
I keep babbling on and babbling about how I feel so trapped
but then, I received a wake up call ytd
and wow, do I feel like I m free

Anwhoo, I have an exam at 2pm
and I should really do last min studying
=/

oh did I say that word?

WhhheEeee

I just got home

and I m frking tired
Woke up at 6am today to get to uni
and have breakie at maccas =)

then met Aly for shopping
except I didn't get anything cos I don't have any money
=.=
need to find a job

I seriously think I failed today's paper
maybe 20%?
hahahah,
but anw, 1 more to go
and oh, did I hear freedom?

Achuu's part-tay was fun
I tink I went abit mad from today's stress
which made partying even more fun yeah?

oh btw, I hope I didn't scare mj from my driving lol xD
anwhoo, the really really funny jap comedy
I've been watching the serial all of ytd


Need SLEEP right now!

Post photos from A's party tomo xD

What do you do..

Biggest thing I dread
is being put in a difficult situation

Simply because I don't know how I will react
and by then, there won't be time to think about consequences
so whatever I do then will result in something
maybe good or bad?

But I actually never believe any thing good can come out from an impromptu decision
especially when you're like me
and you're really really slow and stupid at the same time 0,o
or maybe I'm saying this,
becos I never have the guts to make any decision in the first place =/

Ahhh, french exam tomo!!
haven't done any french
been so occupied with maths =.=
is that a good thing?
so I start to realise I don't know anything