Being 19

I just finish my assignment and it's now 4.30am!

WooOoohh.......

I'm so sleep deprived, esp the fact that I only had less than 3 hour of sleep on friday night.

But anw, I don't wanna go to sleep becos I'm feeling like crap.

and to be honest, I don't even know why I'm posting up photos from my birthday?

I feel so dumb posting all these up because it makes me feel even more piss off at myself.

but whatever, mayb it's to make myself think positively.

My birthday dinner at Shira Nui

Birthday cake with Gary

-made by P.ho <3

My Surprise B'dae

Sometimes, the word "sorry" has lost its meaning.

becos I'm so sick of hearing it.

it doesn't even mean anything anymore.

What's the point of that when it's a whole lot of BS?

still don't understand why I put myself through all these.

For me, this is the worst time to post about my b'dae

you know why?

cos posting up my b'dae is meant to be a happy thing.

but I just can't pretend to sound "excited"

Oh well, my b'dae has been ages ago anyway.

maybe when my mood is better. I'll write something happy :)

good nights peeps!

and oh wait, not to mention AA ball tables are such a hassle.

never gonna organise 1 again, let alone 2!