When the sun rise for a better day

I arrived safely on Sat
and I went straight to sing K with my cousins xD
There're quite alot of things going on with family events

but somehow, I'm missing Au
which I don't normally do when I m here.

Alot of things have been occupying my mind
and it sucks cos I really can't enjoy myself here.

I feel damn antisocial xD

I shall post up photos very soon
but my dear notebook is very very slow
and it takes forever to upload.

I thought I found it
but it slips right through my fingers again.

Bleahz, we're all in this together

Went to Mal + Mel's house just to hangout
played alot of random games
and my gosh, will I miss them when I'm gone =(

It's kinda of sad how everyone will go their seperate ways in uni
but I hope this friendship continue to stay strong
and we'll meet up alot next year

love u girls xoxo
miss jin =P


Went to C's place ytd and we made sushi
but it was terrible
and the thought of eating sushi terribly freaks me out now =(

Oh, and I watched Alvin and the chipmunk ytd!
with J and M =P
and we took sticker photos lol

Also watched Paranormal Activity at T's house.
It was sooooo scaryyy xD
I guess it's the thought that it is based on true story that really freaks me out the most.

and I actually had a heart attack when I was sleeping xD
my gosh


anw, I can't believe what **** said to me:

"The chances of finding a guy who's good looking, has nice shoulders, likes you in return, and has a lot of money, isn't clingy, doesn't put his arm around you, doesn't mind when you go out with a collection of your male friends... is considerably rare"

thanks much?

take a picture

Pics from shoya.



Nate's dog
and it is called baby


This is the pink soccerball I was talking about =D

pretty???

Boxing Day

I spend X'mas in Church ytd
and it was fun cos we had alot of performances.

Then went to T's house to play cards again.
it was loads of fun playing mafia n hamburger
and surprisingly, I did not have to take wasabi cos I didn't lose!

But anw, I do think my dad is serz when he said he's banning me from using the car.
becos I came home late.

oh well!

Anw, went to DFO essendon today
and Dotti had a massive sale
I went to chaddy last week and the skirts were from 30+
and today, it was like 9.95
0,o
how crazy right?

and I bought a pink soccerball
cos it was simply pretty xD

Anw, I shall take photos of my buys

and I really need to pack!
I'm leaving in a weeks time =(

Berry X'mas

MERRY
X'MAS!
...
( '-' )
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my demantled and plain snowman =/

Wow, it's x'mas.
and it's the first time I'm spending x'mas in Australia.
and I realise it's nothing much actually.

But I went to aunt's place
and omosh, the food was fabulous.
lobster, prawns, turkey, lamb, etc etc

Anw, have a great day!

what was in your mind?

Omosh, I must be the biggest idiot in the world
I copied the photos from camera and then I unplugged the cam.
and then I realise that I didn't paste the damn photos yet.

I had the coolest photo of nate's dog.
Went to P's house and invented the coolest game ever!
oh btw, I got my Ps 2 days ago
and I drove today alone

I have been coming home late
and my room is in a mess
so I moved to the guest room

and I have to pack tomo
and whilst at it, packed my luguage.

My flight has been moved from 9 jan to 2 jan.
I don't know whether it's a good thing...
cos I will be back for grand mum's b'dae and C's 21st
but I will miss out on M's bdae partay
and I will miss my friends here a hell lot.

but oh well, can't change much now anyway

I have been having rehearsals for x'mas play
and 10 seconds of the play comes from GEE =/

If you're free on x'mas day.
Come to Hosanna Church!
from 5 to 9pm
CYA THERE =)

Doo made me emo

I guess it's soo right afterall

I'm a freaking selfish girl when it comes to relationship.
I can't make commitments and fully immersed myself in "love"
if that even exist in the first place.

I think I'm just scared.
Afraid to think what could happen and whether I'll be blinded from it.
or whether things would get out of control.

I don't like taking risks.
I can't afford to put myself in any position that could hurt others too
cos ultimately it would hurt me the most.

And it did.

Life is cruel afterall.

I don't have regrets in life.
but if I could rake up one now and tell you.
It would be missing someone I shouldn't have missed.

I wish I could figure out what do I exactly want
but I can't.
I'm stuck here without a clue.
and I think it still hinders me from moving on.

I don't believe in love