Take me away.

I hate this.
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this

I hate myself

Someone take me away, please.
somewhere far.
somewhere where thoughts don't exist
where the world has rotten yet.
where there will only be tears of joy
where I can feel peace
no more pain and suffering.

Pic-Me

 

Taiwanese Ball (monash)
hence why the fob glasses :)

Yes, so you see I have upload my photos :)
still have tons of random ones but I shall share that next time.

I'm sooo tired
haven't been sleeping so well lately.
I've tons of uni stuff to do and so many things on my mind.

I need a break. a mental break
before it breaks down.

I woke up in the morning,
feeling like I want to rip myself apart

living in the moment.

I'm currently at this beautiful library.
Overlooking this pond which I like to think of it as a valley.
The houses are amazing. it's like display homes.

And to just emphasize how pretty this place is.
A car just stopped outside
and a highschool chick got off the car to take photos of the scenary
Damn, I wish I live around here.
It's so secluded from the everyday busy life.

I meant to be studying but the view is such a beau
that I have been daydreaming for a while now.
and guess what, I have a manga with me! :)

It feels peaceful here but it's sad to say that when I leave this place.
reality will hit hard again. oh no! xD

you know what, it feels like I'm at wilson prom.
can't wait for holidays to come. but this only means that my mid-sem test is next week
and my assignment worth 40% is due next week toooo!!

My gosh, someone save me!

I will miss you no more till tomorrow comes

I think today is the first day I start to feel sad for my lost time.
no regrets, I would always say.
but I do wish I learn to cherish and treasure what I had before.

I miss my friends.
those lovely people who have never fail to brighten my day,
who are always there to lend me their shoulders
who care and love for me
who trouble over my own problems.sorry for my absences, but I sincerely miss you.
Old pictures from 2009
can't wait for reunion next week :)

Being 19

I just finish my assignment and it's now 4.30am!

WooOoohh.......

I'm so sleep deprived, esp the fact that I only had less than 3 hour of sleep on friday night.

But anw, I don't wanna go to sleep becos I'm feeling like crap.

and to be honest, I don't even know why I'm posting up photos from my birthday?

I feel so dumb posting all these up because it makes me feel even more piss off at myself.

but whatever, mayb it's to make myself think positively.

My birthday dinner at Shira Nui

Birthday cake with Gary

-made by P.ho <3

My Surprise B'dae

Sometimes, the word "sorry" has lost its meaning.

becos I'm so sick of hearing it.

it doesn't even mean anything anymore.

What's the point of that when it's a whole lot of BS?

still don't understand why I put myself through all these.

For me, this is the worst time to post about my b'dae

you know why?

cos posting up my b'dae is meant to be a happy thing.

but I just can't pretend to sound "excited"

Oh well, my b'dae has been ages ago anyway.

maybe when my mood is better. I'll write something happy :)

good nights peeps!

and oh wait, not to mention AA ball tables are such a hassle.

never gonna organise 1 again, let alone 2!

trivia night

Danielle's trivia night was sooo cool!
our team came LAST
WoooOOoh!

I was literally walking home when J said she'll pick me up to World Vision
so I had to grab a muffin and cookies
which she ate most of it!
so I was stuffing myself with chips there instead of paying attention to the Qs.

Q. Which country in Africa is the most populated?

me: What? isn't Africa a country already? *munchin my chips*
mal: you loser. it's a continent

Love.the.lyrics

stop and listen

its my thoughts calling your name

screaming out the way I feel

i wish you would do the same

i think you might be on the same book

same line same page

im tired

listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes

please give me a reason to stay

gotta get us back on track

cause the worst thing is

loving someone who doesnt love you back

i think you do but I need you to say it need

i cant read your mind

tell me from time to time

i need you to say it

need you to tell me

Metamorphosis

I packed my room yesterday
and it's the best feeling ever!

that's one of the first step towards my organised and healthy lifestyle

I shall call this plan....
Metamorphosis
Okay, so I came across this newspaper article at the start of the year
which I didn't have the time to read it
but I read the article ytd when i was packing my room.

So the article reads...

"If you're not achieving all that you'd like in life, it's probably because you haven't established a daily ritual"
Raise your hands!

"Mee MEe"

Alright sooo here's come the solution!

Anti-Procrastination RitualBe Crystal-Clear what you want in life!
visualise your goad and write a today's To Do list.
Shoose the most important goal on your list and start immediately
Spend at least 10 min on each of the other task

Industry-Mastery RitualThis ritual is for people who want to become experts in their field.
Daily: read an industry book (20 minutes) or magazines, blogs, websites
Quarterly: have coffee with one industry expert
Annually: Attend two industry conferences.

(actually this is kinda of boring yeah? but here comes the exciting part)

Social-life Improvement Ritual
Make a list of the friends and acquaintances you'd like to see more of and read it each morning.
Set a target of one social event including one of these people each week (coffee, lunch, movie, etc)
Make one call or email each day to say hi or arrange a catch-up with friends.

Soooo, I'm going to make it a point to catch up with my friends who I've been neglecting!!!
can't wait!

and I serz think there's another page to the article but I have forgotten to tear it off from the magazine.
Oh well. you get the drift.