Are you worth it?

Yay, I actually started doing some work today
like writing random stuff on the context, Encountering Conflicts =)
which I was kind of forced to
b/c P, S and A were diligently doing hw in the lib
and F wouldn't have this intense talk with me

Besides that, I have been watching dramas =D
What are holidays for?

Anw, seeing that my past post have been so childish >.<
I shall write something serious today...
Like...

Argh, Idk but lemme talk about my worries first

Ytd nite, I received news about gy's friend
who unfortunately pass away in an accident
got me really really worried for both gy and my cousin
I'm not gonna say why
but anw Life's fragile sometimes

It's time like this when something that you like or do
could put you in risky position
Just like that Australian soldier who lost his life
trying to defuse a bomb
I bet he love his job as an expert in encountering explosive devices
but we start to wonder whether it's worth it
Obviously, people perceive things differently
so, all you do is look into your own deepest desires
and ask yourself that question

For myself, there're many things I wanna do
but some stuff is either beyond my control
or it implicates other things
perhaps, I don't make a stand myself
that's why I always end up not doing things I want
But when I asked myself the question whether it's worth it...
I don't really think so
Yet, when I consider that "You can only live ur life once"
A strong urge in me can't care less whether it's worth doing
Maybe, only after you experience it
Then you will be able to answer that question

Anw, what a random post which led to no where