Wahahha, I finally found the drama I want on the internet =)
The week past so fast
and Mid years are coming soon =X
I haven't felt the stress of VCE yet
but what worries me the most is "What happens AFTER VCE?"
I'm still at lost what I wanna do in the future
I want to be free, I guess
Do meaningful things in my life...
Spread the happiness around...
But I haven't found what I am most happy at doing xD
I would talk about my wildest dream
but you would only tell me it's impossible
or look at me in a weird manner
(or perhaps, this is how I looked at myself)
So, I'll keep it as a secret
Have you thought at what you wanna do?
I'm not asking to be a billionaire
nor am I asking to be someone famous
I don't want to just settle my life on something that's not of worth
or accomplished a super career b/c society tells us so
Neither do I want a smooth ride and realise that I've reach the end of my journey
without living a life full of struggles, hardships, pain, yet joy, peace and happiness...
I want to face everything that comes in my way with a smile,
a thankful smile that I have been given the opportunity to experience such.
But obviously, it's gonna be hard
I highly doubt I will be happily smiling to myself
if I failed VCE or smth >.<
Anyway, I wanna hold strongly to my faith and beliefs
and not be led astray
I don't wanna lose myself anymore
Throughout my highschool life,
I have changed sooo much
and when I reflect upon it
I feel such a crap person now
I feel that I'm such a unkind, ungrateful, superficial and selfish person
Let me change for the better please!!!
Baby, you're such a closed book
The more I wanna be with you,
the more I 've to strain myself to read
But I'm not like the rest,
The harder to catch you, the easier I give up
You're the book that I am set on closing
and I don't even wanna guess the end
Goodnite, I love you
The week past so fast
and Mid years are coming soon =X
I haven't felt the stress of VCE yet
but what worries me the most is "What happens AFTER VCE?"
I'm still at lost what I wanna do in the future
I want to be free, I guess
Do meaningful things in my life...
Spread the happiness around...
But I haven't found what I am most happy at doing xD
I would talk about my wildest dream
but you would only tell me it's impossible
or look at me in a weird manner
(or perhaps, this is how I looked at myself)
So, I'll keep it as a secret
Have you thought at what you wanna do?
I'm not asking to be a billionaire
nor am I asking to be someone famous
I don't want to just settle my life on something that's not of worth
or accomplished a super career b/c society tells us so
Neither do I want a smooth ride and realise that I've reach the end of my journey
without living a life full of struggles, hardships, pain, yet joy, peace and happiness...
I want to face everything that comes in my way with a smile,
a thankful smile that I have been given the opportunity to experience such.
But obviously, it's gonna be hard
I highly doubt I will be happily smiling to myself
if I failed VCE or smth >.<
Anyway, I wanna hold strongly to my faith and beliefs
and not be led astray
I don't wanna lose myself anymore
Throughout my highschool life,
I have changed sooo much
and when I reflect upon it
I feel such a crap person now
I feel that I'm such a unkind, ungrateful, superficial and selfish person
Let me change for the better please!!!
Baby, you're such a closed book
The more I wanna be with you,
the more I 've to strain myself to read
But I'm not like the rest,
The harder to catch you, the easier I give up
You're the book that I am set on closing
and I don't even wanna guess the end
Goodnite, I love you
Haaaa!! That's thoughtful! It makes me wonder too!! One question-- what made you suddenly think of this?? It's rare to hear you saying worried about future!! Rmb I told you faith is like a radar sees through the frog -- the reality of things! you have faith and even now I have faith in you! A promising future is right in fromt of us, if we believe! Thought only sky is our limit!
ReplyDeleteOpportunity comes and goes, just sezies the ones you want or wish to have!! Life is a giantic project but also do-it-yourself project!! So start from now on, do things like VCE well first and then think about what's next!! To be honest, at this point, I have to say Chris Li is a wiseman! Talk to him about it! You will learn a lot!! Nevertheless, have a great time with whatever you are doing! Cuz that'sl I hope you can get!! Bro also needs to build his foundation for his 'Empire State Building!!' lol! Let's be ready to fly!!
I LOVE BOOKSS. i realli liked that last bit michelle!! LOVE LOVE, and the rest of ur post. it makes me wonder abt after vce too...im happy yet worried at the same time. though i do believe wat happens is meant to happen?? but then again ppl say u make ur own paths, destiny's its all quite confusing. :)
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thanks for sharing guys =D it really opens up my mind =O hahah, but i tink confused jin should take some advices from phil =P heheh!
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