Let me find my place in this world where I can start afresh, alone

I need a break for a while
I want to move out
I feel drain out
I'm tired

Am I expecting too much?
Isit too much to ask for?
Am I feeling this way b/c of the stress of exam?
Or I simply can't tolerate anymore
Perhaps, I need to change my own perspectives
Maybe the problem lies with me instead
Who knows?
Who cares?
Like you're going to do something about it
Like you're going to change your ways

Wateva, I just need to focus on myself
and stop letting things affect me
I can't control them anw
so why bother?
It's not like it's the first time this is happening
but maybe the built-up is kicking in

I want to be independent
hopefully, I will find a job next year
and be able to support myself =)
I wanna go overseas after uni
and stay there alone for a year or two
Isolated; peace

But they are all dreams...


Better is one day in your house
than thousands elsewhere