The way it has become

I hate this part of life.
I don't even know how I ended up here.
I thought I learned my mistakes.
Yet, I fell so deep again.


I will never forget the happy times we've been through.
how you can make me feel like the happiest person alive.
but we will never be able to withstand hardship nor pain.
Maybe this is how shallow and surface this whole thing has become.


I don't know whether I am capable to survive this blow.