If I gave you 2 choices;

Yes yes yes.
Haven't been blogging again.
and I feel insecure ranting on this blog sometimes.


There're exciting things that are happening
and of course, things that aren't going very well.
But that's life I suppose :)


you know Humans are funny creatures.
They can change really fast.
adapt into a new environment really quickly too.
I'm amazed and I applaud for such ability.
but sometimes I wonder whether it's a good thing?
whether it's for the best.




Imagine this.
You're living a wonderful life.
You have everything you need.
and perhaps you have a gf/bf/or bestf
things are going really smoothly right now.


I guess the best description is that:
you're very happy with your life right nowbut you know that as time goes on though,
things will slowly deteriorate.
your relationship will not last and it will end up really badly.


So today,
I give you 2 choices in life.


you can choose to leave that person
and know that these happiest memories will be what that holds you together.
you will never know the end.
but at least you know you had the greatest beginning.


Or


you can continue to leave things the way they are
and then when things aren't going right,
when you start seeing things at different ends and conflict arises.
perhaps by then, the only thing that will occupy your life
is regrets? or hatred?
that you will never be able to reconcile that relationship forever.






I don't know which choice is for the best.
but they aren't perfect anyway.
If you're smart though
you can tell which side I'm more inclined to.


but that doesn't mean I will choose that route.
It's just sound better.
leaves you to recreate/fantasize the end of your destiny.