surprise awaits at my doorsteps...

I walked home today like I always do xD
and I found a package on my doorstep!!
Actually, at the start, I thought it was some kind of bomb
or maybe a finger? I dunno what I was thinking
but obviously, I have been watching too many dramas recently

Anw, surprise surprise!!
package was from nuffnang =)
which I was soo not expecting at all...

Everything in the package!

and even better, Coles and Myer $10 gift card =O
Uh huh!

Oh now, I have two giftcards (one from my b'dae!) which amounts to $60!
and yes, they do make a good gift

Wat a surprise!
It's the first in a while since I received a package with goodies in them

It's that new fresh look that makes me attracted to you

Wow, nuffnang has a new layout!
It looks really good!
way better than the old boring one xD
I like new things...

yummyyyyyyy wasabi salmon sushi CHIPS

I see this potato chip in HK dramas such as off peddar
so I decided to try it when I spot it today =)
pretty good!
but I think I expected too much from it!

Anw, I finally watch Transformer 1!!!
Now, I can actually say that Transformer 2 is way way better

Just wanna be with you; for now and ever

Hahah, I got really bored
so I was exploring photoshop x.X
Yes, very random...
it will be there until I find something

I really want to change my own layout
even the backgrounds and stuff but I got no idea how =X

I thought this song was pretty cool and weird
seeing that it's Wilber Pan's song Feat. Akon
was actually vv surprising for me...




OMOSH, there're soo many good movies that I wanna watch!!! =)
Public Enemies, Coraline, The Ugly Truth, and My Sister's Keeper

Pictures of you are fading away; non-existent in my heart one day

stuffed up some ques in chem sac =(
and this time, I actually studied HARD the day before x.X

I haven't been putting photos up lately
becos I seriously cbs uploading them from my cam
Therefore, I stole them from FB

Actually, the day before the party (last friday)
I went to cut my hair
and the hairdresser changed my parting from the right to the left
It felt sooooo weird
even until today....
but no one could really tell any difference...

I hate it when I...

I hate it when I don't have to guts to do anything
Yes, I get intimidated all the time...
Sometimes, I simply want to say or do something
but I get freak out
I despise myself sometimes; if I had done something earlier
then things would have been different yeah?

I hate it when I avoid facing the truth and end up neglecting others
Man, I'm sooo self-centred sometimes I feel like hitting myself
I know what's happening and I just stuck right there
letting my mind float somewhere else
End up, I start hurting people around me
soooo annoying yeah?

I hate it when I become self-denial and starts dwelling in my own "sorrows"
I try telling myself that I'm going forget about it and move on
but the past keeps haunting me and the present keeps reminding me
I start lying to myself thinking that I'm living in lala-land
but in the end, it hurts even more when reality starts to kick in

I hate it when I habour thoughts that shouldn't exist
I hate it when I keep falling in the same hole

I'm off first, hunger is kicking in...

It's these people that annoys me...

1. I hate it when people question me non-stop

If I try to avoid the question, then get the message
darn straight...I do not want to answer you, isit so hard to understand?
I hate it when I answer the question and you still keep repeating it
If my answer does not satisfy you,
well get over it becos I don't care? or Ask someone else!
Why should my answer always make you satisfied?
I got other better things to do to satisfy Myself
yes, I'm vv self-centred...
self-indulgent is the way

2. I hate it when people do not trust me

Alright, I may not be the most trustworthy person in the world
but when I say it in a serious tone, I mean it
When people don't trust me after I say it like millions time in a serious tone and expression
it simply annoys me;
not becos I'm annoyed at them
but because I'm annoyed at myself for even bothering to try and make them believe me
What's the point if there're no trust?

3. I hate it when people can't take no for an answer

Certain things just don't go your way alright?
There're no point asking and weeping until you get a yes
becos ultimately everyone will end up unhappy...
Just accept the fact that there're other people in this world
who have their own way that they wanna go
so just leave them alone

4. I hate it when people pester me and refuse to give me my space

I'm a free-ranger, thus explains why I'm still single
I like my freedom and my space
If I like clingy people, I would cling on to them alright
but I don't!!
Even bestf and I have our own time away from each other
This is my life and I think I'm perfectly fine with living it alone
I want my own time to do my stuff!!!


5. I hate it when I'm made to be answerable to people

I believe that everything I do on my own; I don't need to be answerable to you
I do what I like and I don't think I need any approval
It's my own life and I only need to be answerable to myself
If you care so much, maybe you should start caring about your ignorance


Wow, I made it to 5 points although there're still alot on my list xD
Anw, got english sac to study for

stay tuned...

I haven't got into the mood of blogging...
There're so many things I wanna blog about...

Today, recieved mid-year results
ppl were either happy or depress
hmmm, surprising yeah?
how 1 darn letter affects your day
and makes you think that it actually has a massive impact on ur future...

I was simply stressing the whole weekend about the party thing
hate hosting party...
but the turn-out was pretty good =)
at least there weren't any gatecrashers, neighbours' complaining,
and most importantly, no one actually got drunk drunk....
and yes, the space problem was actually a problem...
everyone had to scattered around xD

btw, I slept at 7.30pm last night
and woke up at 7am
I love sleeping

"things I hate" will soon be revealed
Stay tuned =.=