I hate it when I don't have to guts to do anything
Yes, I get intimidated all the time...
Sometimes, I simply want to say or do something
but I get freak out
I despise myself sometimes; if I had done something earlier
then things would have been different yeah?
I hate it when I avoid facing the truth and end up neglecting others
Man, I'm sooo self-centred sometimes I feel like hitting myself
I know what's happening and I just stuck right there
letting my mind float somewhere else
End up, I start hurting people around me
soooo annoying yeah?
I hate it when I become self-denial and starts dwelling in my own "sorrows"
I try telling myself that I'm going forget about it and move on
but the past keeps haunting me and the present keeps reminding me
I start lying to myself thinking that I'm living in lala-land
but in the end, it hurts even more when reality starts to kick in
I hate it when I habour thoughts that shouldn't exist
I hate it when I keep falling in the same hole
I'm off first, hunger is kicking in...
we all do it. it is in our human nature, along with the desire to compete, the desire to know, and many other flawed designs.
ReplyDeleteyou can think about the past, but in truth, you can't really do anything about it, if it has already happened, right? i mean, my dad once was like (i got a shit result for maths) if you can get good marks by crying, i'll let you cry all day. there just isn't a regret pill.
everything hurts more when you realise it, and even more when you think about it. so do what i do: distract myself. go watch a movie, play a sport, read a book. it kills time.
hope all this helps, and hope you don't mind me writing all over the place XD