relationships just ain't my cup of tea...

Alrite, the title is abit mis-leading...
I mean who doesn't want to have someone to love
someone to care or someone to talk to every night on the phone?
someone whom you know will be there for you regardless,
and a motivation for you to get up of bed every morning
and remember that he/she's waiting for you

Yeaayeaaa, there's a whole lot of loveyduffy things down my list

But when you think about it carefully,
Relationship don't last, especially when you're in highschool?
There might be that 0.01% who are highschool's sweethearts
but hey, what are the chances anyway?

Man, I swear I'm not trying to break anyone's dream here
I'm just talking about my own sad life xD
soo don't kill me

How can one be so guarantee that he/she's THE ONE?
when you haven't even step out into the world
and meet new people in ur jobs,uni, etc etc
Sometimes, I really admired people who are in relationships
So immersed into love that they become oblivious to their surroundings

I guess love really do make you blind
but what exactly is love anyway?

That part really confuses me
Have I ever been in love?
I'm not sure whether that "fondness" has gone beyond the state of love
or perhaps, when everything dies now
that onced so called romance...
is nothing but a faded memory that continues to daunt upon your life subconsciously..
Maybe we wouldn't even want to admit it was love becos it turned into something else
like friendship or hatred?
Who knows really?
Self-denial is way stronger than the truth...

But I'm sure I had many unsuccessful crushes on ppl before
But I guess till date, there is only one that was etched into my memory
That feeling of wanting, yet knowing it's not meant to be
really agonises the fact that there was onced a chemistry
but fate is a weird thing anyway

The faster you accept it, the easier you will get over it
because apart from the fact that relationship do make you upset
it strengthens you too
for the future at least...