Forgotten, because you don't have a voice

I never knew how difficult it was to not speak verbally...
It has only been like 6 hours and I'm feeling sooo annoyed
I feel like screaming my head off; but I can't =.=
It's the feeling of being trapped and suppressed, I suppose

It made me think how often I viewed people who are different
who has disabilities or financial challenges
How I feel so confused? or hesistant whether to look at them?
or simply ignore them in order to make them feel normal?
I don't know....
but I want to know how they feel

People often take communication for granted
They automatically think that speaking is smth you simply DO
yes it is for most of us...
but for others...it's not neccessary the easiest thing for them
Imagine trying ur hardest to say something
but nothing simply comes out
No one understands you
No one is able to empathize with you
You're simply left behind...
Forgotten, because you don't have a voice

Yet, it's not simply you're mute or anything
but it's the fact that sometimes you're simply ripped from your rights
People who don't live in democratic society like us
doesn't have a say at all
They are being oppressed by high authority
And they don't have a voice to stand up for themselves
nothing is all they have...

Or perhaps, let's look at a smaller scale
You're being isolated by your friends or classmates
and you wanna share your ideas and tell them what you've been doing on the weekends
but nooo,
You're not to be heard

That's feeling is inexplicable

Our world ain't perfect
There're people suffering everyday
And yet here we are, so lucky and blissful to even have an internet to read this pointless blog
When others need to work hard labour with no time to spare...

I feel as if my world has been flipped upside down
inside out
I don't know what has happened lately
It's the people around me whom I'm vv worried
Yet, as a friend..
I feel useless
becos there's really nothing I can offer
nothing I can do to uplift them and stop the things they're doing

I wish I had some power and control over certain things
but unfortunately, I don't...
Sometimes, I don't even have that power to control myself
so how can I even possess that strength to help others?


Man, I seriously don't know w-t-h I writing
I can't think much now
I am food-deprived and definitely SLEEP-deprived...