Hide and peek; to find out he ain't looking for you at all

Seriously, the internet is sooo slow
it takes like 5 whole minutes to load a page
so annoying...

The day went kinda crap for some stupid reasons
I guess it was my reactions towards certain things...
I should stop wishing things go my way
becos it just going to make me more upset

Why bother?
Things change anyway
so perhaps I should just accept that fact
You can't control it
No matter how much we say things will go alright next year
that we will still be together and all
It's not...
Just take a good look at us now...

But wateva, it's a part of life
and I don't care anymore...

Had my first debate of the year ytd;
and somehow I found myself talking about Judgement
there's no doubt that we all judge others
We look at their appearances, the kind of clothes they wear, the people they hang out with ,etc
and that kinda settles into our mind the type of person they are
Or when we get to know them, we get irritated by the things they do

We're quick to criticise
I mean everyone has flaws
and I admit that I do have ALOT
and I just hope that people do not distance themselves from me
just because of my shortcomings

Let's accept the fact that I'm not perfect
and let's face it, you aren't perfect either
so why don't we try to look at ourselves first
I sincerely want to stop makin inappropriate comments abt others
so if I do, pls tell me nicely

I personally feel that people behave the way they are for a particular reason
It's not like we've been like this since birth
Our past plays a major role in who we are today
but let's not go into details...
you know it best

What's a random and wierd post I have today
=.=

You might think I'm weirdER
cos I wrote a letter to myself for my 18th b'dae
yeah, how weird
even I thot I was crazy for a while
but this letter is a reminder to me
and I shared it with you when I turn 18

I was gonna upload photos of my 2 early b'dae presents 0.o
but noooo, stupid com xD
so another time!

Anw, there're 2 things in particular that made me happy today
I met up with J; which was crazy cos I haven't seen her for like more than 6 mths
It's not everyday that you meet a friend whom you click straight-away
esp for me, b/c I'm the type who needs to warm up to ppl first
If you know me well; I'm really really shy and being my closefriend takes a while

and besides, J is one friend that I truly admire
To me, she's really upright and nice
She doesn't pretend or really care what society thinks
She just love being herself
and that's all it matters

and finally, dinner at Hakka was super good =)