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Had lunch with S today
was good and I'm glad he finally make a decision
Hmmm, let's just hope it gets better from now =)

I always feel really tired around this time
and then, when I go to bed early...
I CAN'T SLEEP
What's wrong with me!!
I'll be in bed tossing around till midnight...

There've been alot in my mind lately
Things I wanna write it all out
but not now...
Not ready yet, I suppose...

I've UMAT tomo
and I don't even understand WHY am I doing it
Asif I gonna go into medical or science field
oh well, miss out on school... suppose that's a bonus

I'll one day forget about who I wanna be
and then start living a life worth living
a life that's not for myself