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HAPPY B'DAE to my bestf, JEMM

hahah, recalling old photos!
and the time we spent together!
wahha, I love you to bits <3

Anw, family friends were over
and omosh, we opened my fave belgium chocolate seashells =D

HappyB'dae

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY VERY AWESOME COUSIN, J =D
Hope you get a girl soon!
Come to australia!
Go for party!
Get a car!
Get rich!

Anw, I've been ranting to my friends
and thanks to them again!
even tho, some were simply not the best counsellor ever

Thanks for readin with me something that I dread
You know sometimes I serz hate the things you say
becus they sound sooo right!
or totally opposite to my view on life!

He’s Just Not that Into You!!

Guys can be the most complicated “things” in the world and at certain stages of our life, I bet every girl has cursed at least one guy under their breath (well, I have…not just once but umpteen times xD )
Therefore, It’s quite important to understand what’s going in their heads or how they may subconsciously react as a guy…
b4 we girls become the ones who suffer…And I am sorry if I am a bit too harsh!
but dw, not all the things are applicable to every single guy!

Anw, some of the things I wrote are read from a book!

5 TIPS to understand the opposite sex:

1. To guys, the only different between girlfriend and girl-friends is the HYPHEN.

Have you ever been jealous when your bf gets too close to other girls? Or perhaps the guy you are very close with talks to other girls? Why can’t guys just draw a line between their girlfriend and just female friends? Yea, you can be angry about it! But we have to think every carefully because guy could just easily turn their back on us and say that we don’t give enough trust and freedom to them! Now that we understand this every fact, we should perhaps give them trust and GET TO KNOW THEIR GIRL-FRIENDS!! Be good friends with them because that’s the best way to make sure they don’t do anything behind your back!

2. Guys have the simplest mind ever.

Do you get annoyed when they simply do not understand how you feel and all? You’ve been upset the whole day and tried to hint to them but you are simply ignored! Or when you try to hint that you like them and they just do not get the point!!! Guys do not think that much and their minds aren’t as complicated as ours to process things. (Perhaps why we always think that guys are into us when they are clearly not -.-) Anw...Spell it out for them! It’s a hard thing to do since we tend to be the shy creatures…. But if you want them to know, you gotta have the guts =] (personally, I would rather “die” than to admit to them I like them or so)

3. Guys make empty promises most of the time.

To girls, we perhaps hold on to every single little promises they make. They might merely say something along these lines, “I’m going give you something special for your b’dae” or “Yea, I’ll buy you that! (when you point to this teddy bear)”. To them though, it was just some words that spilled out for that moment to make you happy! All the “I love you forever and forever”…”You’re my one and only and nothing will ever change that” are simply heat of the moment! You can be the happiest girl alive for that time…but what about a week later…a year later? Can love never fades? (omosh, so emo!) To be safe side, don’t hold to their promises! The more you expect, the more you will be disappointed! And if they do hold on to their promise, well, It’s a bonus for you!

4. Guys hide their feelings/problems to themselves.

Guys aren’t every good at expressing their feelings. When problems hit them, they tend to be very quiet and usually just keep it to themselves. Maybe they do not want to show their weaknesses or make you worry. So, if they don’t want to talk about it, you best leave them alone!!They can be every nasty if you forced it out of them… Guys need their space and your silent support and presence.

5. Guys take you for granted after a while.

You’re always doing all the things for him. You love him more than he does. You care about him more than he cares for you. You are always the one who says sorry after a fight. And suddenly, he get too used to the idea of you being always there for him and that when you’re in trouble. You never get the appreciation you want and perhaps from time to time, he will tell you he loves you and all but pls refer to no. 3! Maybe we should take a break for a while to let them feel how is it like without you!! Give yourself the very best!

Anw, thanks to Nuffnang for the chance and idea!
even if all the tixs were gone =P
He’s Just Not That Into You
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Camp

Camp photos which were stolen from A's fb =]

Anw, I m the happiest person alive...
Slept my day away when I got home
and I got no idea how I passed my time...

Ytd was crazy for me tho
Went to school then work for the next 6 hours ...
However, I'm going to be jobless soon
and that means I will nothing else to do anymore
which tempts me to watch drama every nite =(
Need something to focus on...

YESYESYES

Conclusion

Just came from Church =]
Really enjoyed it today anw
I fell asleep when I went home and almost missed Gospel class 0.0

Ytd, went to work and it was crazy cos so many people had sushi buffet
Missed P's b'dae thing *sorry*
Anyone who sms people unfortunately did not recieve reply
becos I was simply lost in my own self-deluded life...

I was glad that I got everything out of my chest ytd nite...
there's more but the rest can be left unmentioned
The conclusion that we both arrived to perhaps is the best for the whole situation

I suppose it will be hard at the start
but I will get used to it =]

There're many impt people in my life...
and I really wanna thank them for being there when I am in need
for checkin up on me and giving me assurance through their presences ;esp to C

Anw, I using my old com and darn...
everyone looks totally different...
Ahh, sometimes I wonder what if I didn't permanently straighten my hair

Tiredness

Just came home...
went to P to have a drink and then B's house

Ahh, so tired...
Off to sleep soon I guess

Happy Post

Camp was alrite...
Not the greatest and didn't tink I had much fun as other ppls

Highlights:

Watching R.T dance "naked"?
Awaken up by the noise outside cabin at 4.30?
Running to the other cabin with domo to sleep
Sleeping and squishing with 4 other girls on the same bed 0.o
Broke my toe-nail while playing soccer =(
Almost drowned in the ocean

Actually, I can't rmb much anymore -,-

Came back ytd and slept for 3+ hours
Then went out arnd 10+ to meet J,D,S
for something special =]
Will reveal when done!

Piss off

Man, the whole world is AGAINST ME!

ate everyone with silent Hs
I feel like I being really immature here...

Well, I made up my final decision already...
I nv really thot that one day it would come to this
Regardless of whateva thing, I always cherish what I had
and I would never guess I would be getting rid of everything now

It's the first time I actually met such a j*** like u
Nv would have guess really...
There is really no point in making so many promises
and pretend that you will fulfil all of them -.-
cos it only makes me more despises you...

So much more thing to rant abt....

but i m going to eat dinner first! *stomps away*

(edited)

hahah, I m so childish -.-
anw, there's still so much more I want to say
the effort I tried to put in
obviously went down the drain
Why bother yeah?
I've got no idea
maybe becos I trusted you so much?
thot you were and will be my closest?

Oh well, I m not going to be naive anymore
and pls don't treat me like a 5 year old?
Feel so stupid to even try to believe in you
and when I finally did
You turn your back on me

but I serz that I hold nothing against it
Kinda all over it anyway

I love blogging!
Makes me feel so much better =]

Bus trip

On the bus towards cowes camp..
nat's boring me with her lame songs..
and mal n anais is boring too
talkin abt bfs stuff when i m single -.-
both nat n mish is annoyed...

Mal and Mel's b's dae party thing was good
except I had a vv bad day due to some very stupid accident


Mel has the cutest dog but it only likes Jemm -.-
Didn't take much photos...

I just finished packing
for Cowes Camp!
not vv excited but we shall see...

Movies

Woah, I woke up at 12+ today
didn't even wake up in time to sms A for her camp -.-

I slept at 4am ytd watching "The Cool Guy"

I watched this ages ago...but felt like seeing it again
This movie rocks and I can't help it but to wish that I was the girl =]
A fantasy every girl dreams of...

Talkin about movies here...
I want to watch 100days with Mr. Arrogant again
I can clearly rmb the scene when he bungee jumps down to save her!
Ahh, so romantic =]

One of the most memorable drama I watched have to be Meteor Garden
Oh man, I watched it soo many times I literally can rmb every scene...
Personally, I find the taiwan version way better than the Jap one...

Anw, I have a party to go to soon!

Happy? Valentines

Happy Valentines :)

I believed I had the most depressing V'day ytd
but we shalln't talk about it...
Let's hope next year is better
Well, anything can be better than ytd really..

Arrived at Jemm's place around 4 pm ytd
then walked all the way to Glen
which was crazy...cos there were so many hills to climb
and oh, did I mention there were some ppl who wanted to pick up J?

Let's me set the scene...

random guys: Hey, Where you're going? Blahh blahhh
J : Euhhhhh.....walking...away from you guys?
random guy : Well, you can come to my place!
*J walks faster*

Her face was hilarious and I was literally crackin up the whole time
Ate dinner at sakura which was way too ex
Then, off to the park and B's place

Played alot of random games
then went home arnd 2am

Today, J and I actually woke up arnd 10
Went to Hosanna church
and I absolutely love it tho the whole thing was sooo long
and we're there from 12.30 till 4

I really want to attend that Church again =]
Learn more and apply it to my life...

I had a "family meeting" today
regarding the plans after VCE
I guess I really do not want to stay in the city all alone
I used to be really excited abt it...
but now, I just prefer the surburban life
much peaceful and less claustrophobics...
Hopefully, my dad stop being so stubborn..

Sometimes, I go really mad when the person
whom I expect to be the most understanding
does not understand me at all...
but what can you do abt it anw?

Ever after

I'm kinda super duper happy but tired at the same time

Went for dinner at Sushiko with B,C,C,G,J
with Jemm serving us =D
then off to play mahjong which got boring after a while
Hide-n-seek was way more fun!

Anw, if you do realise...
I'm a nuffnanger!!! =]
<=== Look left It's awesome cos they originated from SG and now they are in Aus! So I'm quite the excited one! Plans for valentines: go to Jemm's place and watch depressing movies or movies about jerks xD then stuff ourselves with food =D

Samsung

I using b's samsung omnia to blog now
and it's so hard to type..

i just finished with my chiropractor and i feel freakin good
tho it kinda hurts esp. when he cracked my neck...

DePic Me

From Jemm's Cam
Look so retarded in every photo -.-
*blames the camera*

Inferior

There're family friends over for dinner now
and I'm so full because I ate too much sashimi

School was pretty alright today
except the spesh test was like w-t-h

Feel so crap after I woke up from my nap
but listening to J's disc she got me for x'mas calms me alot

Oh, I stole my dad's new phone not becus I love the phone itself
but he never bother to use it in the first place
so why waste yeah?

Can't wait for the weekend to take a break from everything
but unfortunately, It's Valentine on saturday
and It's would be quite depressing to go out alone -.-
when everyone is on a date...
Why can't they have a "singles' day"?

Arghh, so annoyed at the stupid blogskins thing
Now, it's so plain and ugly!
and I don't know how to put the songs in

Well, I went to the city today with my parents
and then tried to do this background thing for the past 2 hours
oh, the images is from deviantart once again
love that webbie

blahh, I am so bored cos ppl keep ditching me
I hate playing "games" now
It's getting on my nerves

Went to Church then off to G & F's house
for some CNY celebration thing!

anw, I went to M's house and chill
ooh, how sad! Nat's rabbit died xD

I was so tired today
and I felt asleep while waiting for J's sms -.-
was suppose to go CNY thing at kingsway!
but nooo, she replied me like an hour later

Anw, I love C alot!
He's always there and teachin me new things in life
ooh, and he said he will marry me!
well, at least I will make him
since he owes me 3 favours =D
rofl, this is why I love my bestf!
(shocked?)

It was 46 degrees today!
and A made me go to Happy Cup to burn to death!
ooh, and we experience the cool change
from heat wave to cool breeze

Then, watch Slumdog Millionaire with bestie today
It was really good and the girl is sooo pretty!!
Well, J and I were practically celebrating being single
V' day is so discriminating!!

OMOSH, she's pregnant =OO
yeahh, with my pillow -.-

Well, I plan to use it as my background =]

Soon!

frangipani =]

Happy b'dae Mel O
We had a mini celebration at lunch!
Pics are with annie!

Feeling kinda of down today
So many things just hit me at once
Such a great way to start Year 12...
but I'm glad my besties are always there for me =]

Not sure if I should let go now before it's too late
So confused and I still don't know what to do yet
I don't know your past...
and I can't see a future...
Hmm, I just really hope everyone is happy!

I m really sorry for the things I done
I hope nothing had changed or will change our friendship =]

Aaaa, life's get pretty rough sometimes xD
Oh well, the world is as beautiful as it is

It's the first time this year I actually attempting to do stuff in photoshop =]
I do realise that I'm not realli good at it....
Need someone to teach me!!

btw, the image of the girl can be found at deviantart

I watched la pi xiao xin today!
and I got no idea why I not doing my hw xD
best be off to start on my work!

-edited-

Today, I had only two clases so time past really fast
Oh, and I helped this new girl today!
so I feel really happy

I wanna be nice nice from now on =]

I'm super duper happy today for some reason...
LAlallala....

Anw, I went to work today from 5
Forced myself to not look at the time...
so when I finally looked at it...
I would be "WOOOHH, I'm going home soon!
but work was enjoyable today
3 people choose the sushi buffet thing and omosh!
They ate so much!!

There's this offer thing for valentine day
$99 for one couple 0.o
kinda of ex i thot...
but the menu looks really tempting!

Valentine is coming sooo soon!
<3

I should really be sleeping soon since it's going to be 2am soon xD
and I have school tomo...which I really dread going

I miss SG so much already and I'm dying to go back next year
It's perhaps more of the people I miss that gives me this homesick feeling

Still, I can't wait for school tomo cos I will meet my friends and wear my RED jumper!!!
Ahhh, the feeling of superior and the privileges it gives you!

The first impression when I reach at my home ytd was
"Wow, this is so white and bare"
My grandma's house is kinda of redish and orangy
with loads of random stuff everywhere...

Well, my room is still messy...
ooh, and I miss my toys alot
I'm going to introduce new friends to them =D
Koala from yj
Kiss-e bear from C
and my personal "garh" toy =]


Anw, Thanks to the people who send me off!
and all the presents on that day! =]

I already started using the jumper A n D gave today

My vv COOL n AWESOME cousin =]=]
Oh, thanks for the bagg!

Oh yea, special thanks to J for the "thumb"
Virus infected my computer and I needed a thumbdrive to save my stuff
which my Dad promised to buy for me tomo!
Anw, I was clearing my bag today and I opened J's present which was IT!
I was kinda of shocked cos I needed it soo badly!
And when I open it, I m vv vv thankful for the pics and the audios!!
Yea, ur my new best friend now Haha!
Oh and TC of my cousin =]

My cousin which I haven't met for soooooo long
and he grew so darn tall =.-
Anw, thanks for the card tricks! =]

The nite before I flew...Nice photography skills yeah =]
A scene of a quiet road at 3am...
And a vv "sad" friend who knows I was leaving in less than 20 hours
had a great chat and I still have so much more things to say to you...
but I will leave it to next time we meet too
Hope by that time, we're both be who we wanna be =]
Anw, I m sincerely touched by the thing you said!

3rd Day of CNY....

Went for a movie "marathon"
Watched "Love Matters" with C first..
then "Ink Heart" with C n B
then "The Wedding" with B

It was kinda of crazy cos we just got out of the cinema and bought another ticket >.<
Anw, I enjoyed this day quite alot!

2nd day of Chink new year...
Went to a family friend house then to D's house and played poker =]


CNY...
Went to cousin's place and played pool
and omosh, my newphew is sooo cute!
He's so obedient and doesn't make alot of noises!
My fave...cos I only have 1! hahah!

Chink New Year Eve..

Went to my aunt house and then played poker with my cousins
My dad's side is crazy man
We're playing with cents at first
then when my uncle and dad came..
They chucked $5 then $50...

Anw, went back to my grandma's house and gamble again xD