Drenched in tears

AA ball last sunday!

my goodness, time is passing too fast.

I don't even have time to enjoy this mid-sem

haven't got the time to study either.

I wish someone would erase all my memories.

or make me become someone without emotions.

Then life will be much efficient, do you think?

Wondering why we even bother about love if it never last

songs that totally relates to you and me.

Photobooth with Doo!

we went to high school reunion

and and...we found a logged-in macbook

so we decided to repeat history.

Normal normal pictures...

Oh damn, now the crazy and scary parts...

I am soooo sleep deprived

and I'm not sure whether crankiness is the result of it.

and also, memory loss cos seriously, I feel like I've done anything.

It's like I'm a living zoombie.

This year, along with its ups and down, has been vv different

I've done so many things I haven't thought I would.

sometimes, I hate it.

feeling like I'm going to the "dark side"

but maybe sometimes, it's the only thing I can do to make myself happy for a spilt second.



Random rant

I feel so crap now
It must be becos I stayed up till 5am to do my psych assignment
and I skipped my first 3 lectures/tutes.

but I still have to go to uni >.<
great, means I have to leave soon too.

Did I mention how crap was reunion?
my goodness, what a waste of my time and all the hype.
and not to mention my 17 bucks!

WooOoh, last day of uni!
even though I have to go in tomorrow to hand in my assignment.

2 weeks of holidays.
What should I do?
it seems pretty short but can't be as bad as monash ppl
then again, they finish way earlier.

Heal my broken heart.

I love this song.
I heard it a couple of times in church.
but only yesterday, this song hit me so badly.

That tingly feeling inside.
The pieces of a broken heart slowly being mended.
That feeling where you just want to stand and fight.
empowered by His love.

There's nothing in Christ that I can't do.
With Him, I am able to do all things.
He wipes the tears on my face,
comforts my soul,
and empowers me to do His will.

The sweet taste of Him brings joy and a smile to one's heart
He's the ultimate Healer.

Lyric:

No mountain, no valley

No gain or loss we know

Could keep us from Your love

No sickness, no secret

No chain is strong enough

To keep us from Your love

To keep us from Your love

Chorus:

How high, how wide

No matter where I am

Healing is in Your hands

How deep, how strong

Now by Your grace I stand

Healing is in Your hands

Our present, our future

Our past is in Your hands

We're covered by Your blood

We're covered by Your blood

In all things, we know that

We are more than conquerors

You keep us by Your love

Today, my decision will change my future.
I'm afraid.
I'm on the edge of the cliff right now.
Eager to stay where I am,
but uncertain if my emotions will push me over.

Just let me do the right thing, please.

you done it all.

In every possible way you can hurt me.
You done it all.

I don't know what to do anymore.
I wish my thoughts will leave me alone.
The fear in my heart still haunts me.
unsettled, alone, isolated.

No more pain, no more suffering.

I will get through this.
becos I'm stronger than this.

Take me away.

I hate this.
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this

I hate myself

Someone take me away, please.
somewhere far.
somewhere where thoughts don't exist
where the world has rotten yet.
where there will only be tears of joy
where I can feel peace
no more pain and suffering.

Pic-Me

 

Taiwanese Ball (monash)
hence why the fob glasses :)

Yes, so you see I have upload my photos :)
still have tons of random ones but I shall share that next time.

I'm sooo tired
haven't been sleeping so well lately.
I've tons of uni stuff to do and so many things on my mind.

I need a break. a mental break
before it breaks down.

I woke up in the morning,
feeling like I want to rip myself apart

living in the moment.

I'm currently at this beautiful library.
Overlooking this pond which I like to think of it as a valley.
The houses are amazing. it's like display homes.

And to just emphasize how pretty this place is.
A car just stopped outside
and a highschool chick got off the car to take photos of the scenary
Damn, I wish I live around here.
It's so secluded from the everyday busy life.

I meant to be studying but the view is such a beau
that I have been daydreaming for a while now.
and guess what, I have a manga with me! :)

It feels peaceful here but it's sad to say that when I leave this place.
reality will hit hard again. oh no! xD

you know what, it feels like I'm at wilson prom.
can't wait for holidays to come. but this only means that my mid-sem test is next week
and my assignment worth 40% is due next week toooo!!

My gosh, someone save me!

I will miss you no more till tomorrow comes

I think today is the first day I start to feel sad for my lost time.
no regrets, I would always say.
but I do wish I learn to cherish and treasure what I had before.

I miss my friends.
those lovely people who have never fail to brighten my day,
who are always there to lend me their shoulders
who care and love for me
who trouble over my own problems.sorry for my absences, but I sincerely miss you.
Old pictures from 2009
can't wait for reunion next week :)

Being 19

I just finish my assignment and it's now 4.30am!

WooOoohh.......

I'm so sleep deprived, esp the fact that I only had less than 3 hour of sleep on friday night.

But anw, I don't wanna go to sleep becos I'm feeling like crap.

and to be honest, I don't even know why I'm posting up photos from my birthday?

I feel so dumb posting all these up because it makes me feel even more piss off at myself.

but whatever, mayb it's to make myself think positively.

My birthday dinner at Shira Nui

Birthday cake with Gary

-made by P.ho <3

My Surprise B'dae

Sometimes, the word "sorry" has lost its meaning.

becos I'm so sick of hearing it.

it doesn't even mean anything anymore.

What's the point of that when it's a whole lot of BS?

still don't understand why I put myself through all these.

For me, this is the worst time to post about my b'dae

you know why?

cos posting up my b'dae is meant to be a happy thing.

but I just can't pretend to sound "excited"

Oh well, my b'dae has been ages ago anyway.

maybe when my mood is better. I'll write something happy :)

good nights peeps!

and oh wait, not to mention AA ball tables are such a hassle.

never gonna organise 1 again, let alone 2!

trivia night

Danielle's trivia night was sooo cool!
our team came LAST
WoooOOoh!

I was literally walking home when J said she'll pick me up to World Vision
so I had to grab a muffin and cookies
which she ate most of it!
so I was stuffing myself with chips there instead of paying attention to the Qs.

Q. Which country in Africa is the most populated?

me: What? isn't Africa a country already? *munchin my chips*
mal: you loser. it's a continent