D.I.Y

I made dinner MYSELF today =D
Actually, I made pasta ytd
but no one ate it cos it looked bad
so it's still in the fridge >.<

But TODAY, I made unagi and added a whole lot of random things mixed in the rice
like...seafood stick, lettuce, egg roll, japanese mixed thing, capsicum n seaweed
It was really easy cos they are all pre-packed >.<

Pic taken using Viewty
pretty good quality for a crap phone xD

However, it took me almost 30 mins to install disc + upload photos from phone

Had soccer training for the first time today
Today, I was reminded of how unfit I am

Move on

Just when you think you survive
Set your mind on a brighter world
Forget and refresh a new page...
Things just keep going the wrong way
When will the past ever stop haunting me
or perhaps, when will the present/future stop reminding me?

Anw, I am really disgusted at the world right now
and to a certain extent, myself
Feel like a hypocrite sometimes
for even being annoyed at ppl
when I do exactly the same things xD

Life's beautiful
when you look the "other" way
I always believe that if you can't change the way things are
Change your perspective!
It makes you feel happier =)

I have to really motivate myself in Chemistry
Study after school was stuffed
becos I wasn't in the best mood ever xD
but dramas made me happy =]

Relax and Rant

I just got the urge to put these pictures up
( Pictures from an email titled "Relax")

Bleahhz =P sooo cutee

So you think you can dance?

During this long weekend, I've come to realise alot of things
I think life is so overated sometimes
you have to be top top and top xD

When it comes to the end of ur life...
What is going to flash past ur life?
that you have become successful?; earn billions of dollars
gain many respects; became famous, etc etc...

Hmmm, I always wanted to be some top career woman
not that I don't want to in the future

It's just something suddenly come over me
Why should anything stop me
from an unstable job, crap pay but doing what I like?
Maybe, I don't even want a stable job!
I just wanna do different things in my life
acquiring new knowledges everytime
moving onto something else, once I know a fair bit

But why do the world focus so much on the word "professional"?

So what if I'm poor and can't afford much unnecessary stuff?
Does that mean I don't deserve to live?
Or makes me any different from those rich ignorant ppl?

Perhaps, all I want is to enjoy life itself
I want to sit by the veranda with a cup of green tea
and simply feel nature itself

Alrite, maybe you would think "this is sooo NOt mish"
But ppl change yeah?
Maybe tomo, I will start telling you I wanna be musician or magician xD

Omosh, I've been ranting so much
Anw, I don't know where is life going to lead me to
I shall just go with the FLOW =D

Happy 100th post

IT's my 100th post ever since I blog!
so cheers xD

Went to church today
and we spilt into different cells now
Hope that everyone will be bond well =)

Church took up almost half my day
and other than that, I 've been doing my french hw (topic: drugs)
which was killing me xD
Anw, this french topic makes me wanna drug myself
go on a "high" and feel happy =X

What a bad influence!
Drugs might make you euphoric
but it becomes a total nightmare after
So don't try it!

Anw, through this hw, I realise that there are two types of dependence

let's say FOOD

Physical - your stomach starts to grumble; you're almost going to fainting xD
Pyschological - Yummy, I feel like chocolate! I feel so hungry I could die!

I'm literally addicted to food
I may not be really hungry but I still eat anw...
I should stop subconsciously think about eating!

I realised how frickin random and lame this post is XD
how depressing for the 100th post

This post exactly shows how deprived of food I am right now

It's just a title

I am currently craving for uni

I had lunch at ShiraNui =D
I wouldn't mind eating Jap food for the rest of my life =)
I decided that after uni, I am going to Japan
and somehow find a job there
perhaps in making sushi!
Alrite, I'm being really idealistic here

Oh, I coaxed my mum into buying black nail polish xD

Anw, I spend most of my day watchin SuperRookie
which A does not recommend..
but somehow I realli like it!

Ooh oo,I love taylor swift's lyric

Don't break my heart slow

You would run around and lead me on forever
While I stay at home still thinking we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Baby don't you break my heart slow

I'd lie

And if you asked me
if I love him,I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

Anw, I going to attempt to cut my hair now!

Life's simply...

Videos to share =]
They're really beautiful

I hate life, sometimes
It's just one of those day when you simply feel so down
have u ever experience that?
That every lil thing just piss you off
and you can't seem to find a reason to smile
or a real reason to cry over it

Ahh, so sick of pretending that everything will go alright
or pretend to be happy

It's not worth it

Mood : Surreal

He’s Just Not that Into You!!

Watched "He's just not that into you"
It's the cutest movie ever
but it made me so depress after that XD
maybe becos it's soo realistic!
how girls are stupid enuff to
check their phone every 10mins wondering when will he rings
or think that they're interested in them too
and make up stories in their mind

Will someone just stop encouraging me
and smack me in the head and tell me that
"He's just not that into you!"

Things I have learnt :

I thot he was so cute in the movie =]

Anw, the movie is awesome
You have to watch it <3

Shopaholic

Yay, finally!
There's a new picture thing
anw, images are taken from deviantart once again!

Today news was focused on "Shopaholic"

They were saying how it is a pyschological diseases
or more like an addiction >.< id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5316715713604312018" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhq6FbkeXyhbbsB-jQIYFG2CAitiy2Fu6JLIe6HR1Kq5dW1T5ELTuhtjA4dx0K3mJXzf2KOWwaTKz7c-LbIFVgg0ilkj7XGxQaifBjTSBrtPCZnRoO0athAMulD71shMAPqTOZMj8MqZDD_/s400/topshop.jpg" border="0">
And never come out!


Anw, I thot these were so pretty XD


Just dream on, baby

Requested

As requested by my cus's bf, my new bestf >.<
except I don't think I fulfil his request =.=

I couldn't resist but put this up again *drools*

Crybaby

Oh crap, I've forgotten to apologise to anyone
whom I freaked out after school today XD
Didn't mean to!
I was just feeling very stressed and sick

ARghhh, I must have looked really ugly =.=

GROSS!

GROSS =O


Yes, it makes me wanna puke
I hope it creeps you out like the way it did to me
Anw, if you guys thot I was sad enuff to look up this photos
Just let me explain!!! It's for french >.<

French class was terrible today
I feel soo disgusted especially when Mr.B was saying they drain the blood out
and omosh, how sheep's brain get holes in them and folds
and how cow eat their remains which caused them to get mad cow diseases
*faints*

Now, I am absolutely considering to become a vegetarian
which I know it's impossible
I can't survive a day without meat

Now, that moves on my practice SAC!

A Day without Meat

1. Veges are healthy!
2. uhhh, alrite..i lost it =.=

I can think of so much for not being a vegetarian tho!
Anw, need to refer to french sheet now b4 I fail tomo

I hope those pictures didn't scare you away from my blog >.<
I promise not to post such gross photos again xD
On a lighter note, focus on SMileYYY

Shoppingshopping

Argh, I so annoyed at ppl's good buys
even tho I should feel happy for them
This is giving me the urge to go impulse-shopping xD
Calm down.....

Omosh, anw my cousin cracks me up

J : i tell u smth...
J :ytd i went clubing and tis gal came to me
J : her figure was nt bad..
J: anw, she danced wif me..and put my hands on her ass
M : ROFL XD
J : while dancing...we talked
J : and guess wad...
M : what?
M : she's a lesbo?
M :ROFL
J : how u know..
J : -.-
M : AHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

Anw, I personally thot it was funny xDD
like any "normal" girls would hit on my cousin anw! jkjk =P
i love you xDD

Sing me a song

omosh, stupid playlist thing doesn't seem to be appearing
but if you really wanna listen to the songs
just click "standalone player" =D
There are new songs *wink*

anw, all I did today was sleep and pack my room
Almost died becus of the thick layer of dust =.=
I actually found so many "treasures"
which shall not be disclosed yet xD

Are u happy?

Went to get happy cup after school with J
then visit C and met L who show me so many of JJlin's new song =D

Then, I went for a run with J arnd 8+ in the creepy darkness
which I got kinda of freaked xD
but we gave up after a while and walked instead =.=
anw, had a good chat
which means I've officially let go =]

hahah, I'm soo happy in many ways
meaning..I m becoming my old self ( I hope and think)
I just feel really happy when the ppl arnd me are happy =D
Are u happy?

Oh btw, did I mention that my dad ditch "deal or no deal"
to pick me up early on thur
how sweet! >.<

I'm really glad for you =]
I hope you find true and sincere happiness forever!

It's over and done with

I finally had a good rest after the stupid spesh sac =D
I thot it was fruitcake hard
and half the time I was just staring at the paper

I got kinda of annoyed at J sitting directly beside me
who finished like 1 hr or so earlier than me
I felt soooo dumb for still doing part A while he finished xD

And what annoyed me even more
was he drawing me while I frickin trying to figure out
WTH the question was even talking about
I must have looked soo stress that J thot was soo funny

But I must say, he has good drawings
cos it looks too good to even look like me

Anw, I was supper happy after the sac
cos the first thing I did was ask D "did you get it?"
and she said "NOO"
Me : OMOSHH!! ME TOO =D
That really made my day

Everyone was like w-t-f about the sac
so that was comforting too

Anw, went to celebrated A's b'dae at happy cup
thanks for shouting =P

Ahhh, life can't get anymore beautiful than finishing a stupid sac...

I.L.Y

First of all,
Happy B'dae AINI!!!
yes, abit early...
heheh, enjoy the most of your last few hours of being 16!! =P
i.l.y

I'm surviving
through tremedous effort of thinking it through
and the support from ppl arnd me
Actually, the more I think about it
the more I didn't think it was such big deal
So why dwell on it?
or rant about it?

Anw, I hate it when I actually get frickin worried over smbdy
and they weren't even sad in the first place =.=
I should play those kind of tricks from now on
sound fun =]

I have spesh sac tomo
and I actually don't really get the preparation task fully
so I best be off and suffer now
but omosh, two and half men is on now =O

It's just a nightmare

I just woke up from a very deep sleep
and I am feeling really lethargic...

I really want to just jot down on how I feel right now
I feel like a loser xD
yes, many would agree...
but It's more than that
I feel like a fool
I feel stupid for even trying

I really believed I could let everything go
and start a new fresh
but unfortunately, no
It still haunts me

I serz don't need you to tell me what a bad person I am
or perhaps, reminding me what crap I have done in the past 1 year
I not the kind of "standby" person
to wait for you when you want me..
or when your free enough to care...
What kind of friendship is that in the first place?

And stop pretending that you treasure the friendship
or pretend to really look like you care about me
because I know you don't
Everything genuine seem so fake...

Ahh, watever..
and I'm not that stupid now
to answer the calls or read the emails
telling me what a crap person I am...

Let's not say goodbye

SushiKo's farewell party

Best Boss ever!

I couldn't blog ytd since I came home arnd 12.45
and I was sooo tired
cos J and I spent the whole afternoon doing the scrapbook for S
I hope she likes it =]

Anw, the buffet at docklands was crazily good
esp the chocolate fondue which look soo tempting

Yummy desert =O
and some of them actually took the whole catering plate >.<
after dinner, decided to go forest hill, supposedly play bowling
then after reachin there..
we decided to go back to SushiKo and play Mafia
It was soo fun!
I absolutely love yesterday =]
Camwhoring partnersWhat happen to "Let's put on a angry face?"
anw, spastic J makes me laugh =] Awwwwww.......

I swear she is the funniest girl alive
soooo guilible
Euhh, I don't think Sibi's top 5 tips will not work >.< See how everyone gets agitated when playing mafia >.< *point fingers* It's just not the end yet...

Fly

From Air Asia


3D 2N Return Flight + Hotel Stay

Kuala Lumpur from RM 61

Langkawi from RM 71

Bangkok from RM 205

This is exactly what I feel like doing
Buy a ticket and fly to somewhere away from everything


Anw, I shall blah on about my day
Went with J and T to print out photos
and I hate hanging with them
cos they just bag me

Then I went with JL to have green tea ice cream
and we went to meet his friend, C
man, I swear she is hilarious

Then, I went to CL's shop
to find P and N
and how nice, they carried my bag and send me home =]

Scribbles

I have mixed feelings in me now
It's indescribable
I’m feeling really sick
and this fear is overtaking me

A love to kill - Lee Soo Young

Math jokes

I am sad and I noe that xD
With around 4 hours of maths today
I tink I'm going nuts
sooo thus, my posting of lame math jokes

BY FAR, MY FAVE ONE =]

This is sooo NOT funny and totally not true xD

Look at the people around us...

From an email recieved very long

Reason, Season and Lifetime

People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
or to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON,
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.
And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall,
the season eventually ends.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being part of my life.


Sometimes, I still trouble over some friendships that have been lost
but I really do agree everyone who I met played a role in my life
and all I just wanna do is be thankful and move on now =]

Yes, I finished photoshopping my euhhh image thingy
but I realised it doesn't even match anything
Ooooh well...can't help if I suck at graphics
even though I like it =D

How about heels instead?

Mich's Party

Alrite, Michael's party on Sunday
Was pretty awesome =]
Never really know Michael that well
but he's such a nice guy
he should be a role model to all the other guys out there xD