I just realise how annoying the post format is.
I hardly can even read a single thing.

I shall change it tonight.

It's revolving around too fast.

Alright so I know that I haven't been blogging for the past 3 months.
and this blog is as good as dead.
but somehow, I will try to revive it soon.

I arrived back in Melb last Sunday and from that day onwards,
life seems to get busier and busier.
There're still so many things to do but I really cbs.

And omosh, uni officially starts next week.
I gotta this feeling that I just won't survive it.

I miss so many people here and I still haven't got the chance to meet up with them.
I guess this is the period of time where everyone has more impt things to do than to catch up for a drink
Sometimes, I still wish I was in highschool.
Didn't have to bother about almost anything.

Genting trip

Okay so I stole photos from fb.
and this is my genting trip =)

Happy Cny and Valentines

It's rare that valentines falls exactly on chinese new year!

but kinda of contradicts the fact that valentine's day is meant for couples
and cny is meant for family gathering.

so which one do you choose to spend with?

There're so many things I wanna jot down on this little post.
but I'm too hungry to do so.
and I need to go house visiting to collect Red Packet!
=)

Society

I'm thankful once again
for all the trials I have gone through,
for all the happy moments that I was able to be a part of.
for all the family and friends whom I love
for the journey of life that has been smooth
for the opportunity of sharing the universe with you.


Regardless what we're facing right now, at this present moment
I always believe in one thing.


that when we looked at the bigger picture,
all the little things that have caused us annoyance, pain, fear and stress seem so
insignificant
I believe that is what makes the human being so unique.
That we are given a choice each day to decide on how we're going to face the world
and it is this choice of ours
that determines our tomorrow.

The definition of happiness, success or achievement is so vague and different to each one of us.
but it's by this very definition that we would deem anything to be a blessing or a curse.

My personal definition is still quite uncertain.
it is constantly moulded by the society which sometimes seems to corrupt one's mind

No matter how much we say that we have the freedom to make decisions.
I think many of our decisions are influenced by the standards of this world.

If only we can be happy not by satisfying what society expects of us.

ain't easy to overcome

I was looking forward for a change yeah?
so I bought coloured contact lens
but seriously, they freak me out pretty badly.
Omosh, I never knew how hard it was to put contact lens in

I was at the optometry trying on Maxi grey contact lens
and my gosh, I was in there for an hour
becos no matter how hard I tried, I could get it in OR out

soo, the contact lens have been left in the container for more than a week
and I still don't dare to try it again.
Maybe tomo...

But anw, since the contact lens thingy didn't really work out.
I bought hair dye!!
Liese Hair dye which is really easy to use!
All you have to do is just massage into ur hair
Alright, maybe it's not that easy but at least easier than others

Ash brown =)
so I might be trying it tomo.

Please let me have the guts to do so.


I went out with A & Y to watch Edge of Darkness
and I was freaked out in the movie.
Actually, I've been freak out in all the recent movies I have watched
and I think I owe it to paranormal activity
Ever since watching that, my anxiety level has been going up.
damn this.

Lay down a new page

Yay, I finally change my layout!
which one looks better?

xxxx says:

dream onnnnnn

if you're cute

Mish says:

...

xxxx says:

i must be Ken from barbie

Mish says:

ur a BEETCH

alright, what a joke.

So nothing much has been happening right now. Just been really really tired everyday for no good reasons.
Genting trip was pretty good except everyone was pretty much dead but I can't wait to post up pics when A sends them to me. Oh man, I love my friends. They make my every day seem so fun. I wish we have more time to go overseas for holiday. Let's pray and hope that australia trip will work out. I can't wait for cny to come and fortunately valentine falls on that day so great excuse not to be seen like a loner =P
Anw, my subjects in uni are approved but I still have second thoughts as to choosing psych as my breath becos it has 8 contact hours which IS REALLY LONG compared to my 3 commerce subject of 9 hours in all. Man, this is why picking science in uni is no diff from going to highschool 24/7.

I've been snackin so much esp in genting becos there're hell alot of junk like cuttlefish ~yum~
man life is quite unhealthy when you're overseas. oh on a more exciting note, I tried escargots and damn they were pretty yummy (onced you get over the thought that they are actually snails =/ )

off to dinner and fill my empty stomach =)