You got me lovestruck, and now you're leaving...

I hate rainy days...

New french teacher is really really nice
and I do feel really really guilty for talkin in class
and not paying attention
BUT, I can't help it
seeing I have suppressed myself for 1 and a half years =X
We do SOOO MUCH work in class in the past >.<
don't even one min to rest XD

But anyway, I have decided I will be a nice student from now on...

Hang with S durin lunch
I'm starting to really like it when P and I gang up on him

Anw, have you experience one of those day when you suddenly feel really down?
but you're not exactly sure what's troubling
or perhaps, you're trying to run away from reality?

I rmb...
feeling down and ranting about my life
then, someone told/scolded me to wake up

and fly over to some third world country
and see what complete lost of hope, real pain and heartache really was
Too be honest, I was completely taken aback when I first heard it
not sure whether it was a mere comment or what
but I seriously think that was a massive wake-up call for me
(just prove that lil things that you do or say could impact someone)

It's not that I don't feel sad over certain things anymore
I just try not to be self-absorbed b/c I know that
I can never measured up to the sufferings they gone through
so how can I compare to those people?

Yep, It's you

I had to upload photos from my LG viewty
cos P would prob kill me >.<

Ewww, my face look squished
gross...

I was preparing to cook dinner for myself
and I washed the rice already

BUT in the end, I went out with C and P to eat at Four Season
so that leaves my washed Jap rice in the rice cooker
I think I will eat that for breakfast >..<

I hate you, chao

Domo-Kun, ily

Wahahah, how massive is domo!!
gosh, makes me jeolous of that lilgirl 0.O
*HUGS*

OooH, I finally finished my french brochure =)

There was a "welcome for newcomers" at church
so it was mainly games and fun!
and I was given a card from my cell leader which was pretty awesome!
and J won chocolates
but she can't eat them..
SO I HAVE THEM!
It's pretty awesome wen ur bestf is vege and lacto-intolerant
so that means I get to have her share of meat and chocolates =D
No wonder I'm getting fatter =.=
but wateva...

It's getting colder and colder each day
I almost got froze to death when I went out today
and the wind was crazy >.<
Please don't rain tomo...
so that there will be middle school thingy
and I will be able to have 2 free periods

I wanna SHOP desperately
Off to do some HWS!
That's rite!

hmmm,

What if I told you I'm in love with you

What do I want?

Wahahha, I finally found the drama I want on the internet =)

The week past so fast
and Mid years are coming soon =X

I haven't felt the stress of VCE yet
but what worries me the most is "What happens AFTER VCE?"
I'm still at lost what I wanna do in the future
I want to be free, I guess
Do meaningful things in my life...
Spread the happiness around...
But I haven't found what I am most happy at doing xD

I would talk about my wildest dream
but you would only tell me it's impossible
or look at me in a weird manner
(or perhaps, this is how I looked at myself)
So, I'll keep it as a secret

Have you thought at what you wanna do?
I'm not asking to be a billionaire
nor am I asking to be someone famous
I don't want to just settle my life on something that's not of worth
or accomplished a super career b/c society tells us so
Neither do I want a smooth ride and realise that I've reach the end of my journey
without living a life full of struggles, hardships, pain, yet joy, peace and happiness...
I want to face everything that comes in my way with a smile,
a thankful smile that I have been given the opportunity to experience such.

But obviously, it's gonna be hard
I highly doubt I will be happily smiling to myself
if I failed VCE or smth >.<

Anyway, I wanna hold strongly to my faith and beliefs
and not be led astray
I don't wanna lose myself anymore
Throughout my highschool life,
I have changed sooo much
and when I reflect upon it
I feel such a crap person now
I feel that I'm such a unkind, ungrateful, superficial and selfish person
Let me change for the better please!!!


Baby, you're such a closed book
The more I wanna be with you,
the more I 've to strain myself to read
But I'm not like the rest,
The harder to catch you, the easier I give up
You're the book that I am set on closing
and I don't even wanna guess the end
Goodnite, I love you

Goodness Me

OMosh, I finished the two DVDs which is like 40 episodes already
and I realised I dun have the next disc =O
Kill me...

And guess what I just found out
I google the drama and I realise that there's 260 episodes
w-t-h??

OMoshh, what should I do now...
I m dying to watch what happens next!!

Glued to TV

Stuffed up English Sac
As much as I thought that 2 hours was like WOW
I still didn't have enuff time =(
or perhaps, I didn't use my time wisely

Oh well, I have good counselling skills anw
"This lil SAC is not going to determine my life" rite?

Heeh, I am soo glued to this new drama =)
but, I should really start doing smth
some1 reminded me today : "This is VCE"

My post is getting shorter and shorter
without any substance
and I m not to be blamed

b/c NOTHING EXCITING IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE!!
how depressing >.<

Where do I go from here?

School has only just started
and I'm getting sick of it

I'm in a -Don't feel like doing anything -mood

I have an Eng Sac tomo

Anw, I just woke up from the sweetest nap ever
and I m off to make myself some noodles =)
I love tuesday
b/c I get to eat dinner alone
and watch drama in peace...

Aaah, I sound so isolated xD
well yes, human interaction means trouble anw


I miss the day when your voice melts my heart
or was it simply my illusion?

To the girls who turn 18

I haven't died yet
if you were wondering where I went for the past 2 days

Went to Danielle's and Brooke's party ytd nite =)
Danielle's house is massive!
I love her house
and her pool table
and her bedroom (which is twice the size of mine)

Don't really know them both vv well
but they're so beautiful, compassionate, and cheery
True to self is what I would describe them
Turning 18th is like WOW
freedom to alot of things
but you can only be 18th once
so make the best out of it!

I NEED A NEW CAMERA
that actualli takes good photos at nite

You do not want to know what they were up to xD

Anw, I gtg jell's park!
first thing that comes to mind when there is cell group
FOOD!

What sweeter taste than letting it all go...

Anw, you cannot miss this
can't embed it tho >.<
but it's Susan Boyle from Britains Got Talent
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PPlkOyaqaQ&feature=related

Simply stunning
How often do we look at someone from top to toe
and condemn them for their looks?
Hmm, what happen to the famous speech
"I have a dream, that one day my children would not be judge by [their looks],
but by the content of their character"

"I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed The dream I dreamed"


Anw, enough of that
I shall blah on abt random stuff now
I'm feeling very weird at the moment
Happy but sombre at the same time...
I was looking through some of my old journals
and I realise what an emo person I was xD
hahah, it was good laugh tho

2009 hasn't been a great year for me
I had so many resolutions and high hopes for this brand new year
but unfortunately, unexpected things pops in the way
Term 1 was crap
and I don't have much expectations for term 2 either

Looking at the bright side tho
I have come to learn so much
It's like my mind has open up to a whole new dimension
It's really exciting and I want to strive for more
I've struggled alot since the year has started
I kept holding on to things that were unneccessary
perhaps, that was why I could not move on
Stuck in the same time frame and believing that this was the only choice/way I had
But when you look at the bigger picture in life
you would realise that all these are temporary
You slowly let go of all the things you hold on to
realising that you don't have much control in situations
but only control over your feelings and reactions
When you understand that, then you will discover real peace
peace that set you free

How wonderful it is to truly let go something that has been troubling you
Don't let ur past ruin your future
Don't let bitterness and resentment overtake your life

Has Google gone too far

just woke up from my nap
ARghh, can't stand it when I sleep soo long
I was planning on starting to do some hws
but nooooo....

Went to holmesglen for dinner with C,N,P
korean food and it is soooo GOOOD
then hang at Maccas's playground!
We're climbing around and I start to realise
what a BIG girl I am already
I barely fit through the tunnels
I miss the good old days when I was eleven

Anw, had debating meeting in the morning
Topic : That google has gone too far
I saw quite a few books in the library relating to Google
and I thought they were seriously interesting
I should have so borrow it

I forgotten the name of one of the good books
but there were The Google Story
and
How Google and Its Rivals Rewrote the Rules of Business and Transformed Our Culture
By John Battelle

Relating to this topic, I guess Google went abit to far
in a sense that now, it's the Big Guy
and everyone relies on it
When you open your Internet Explorer
is Google the first thing you type in?

It monopolises the whole Internet industry
and where does that leaves its competitors?
Oh, and not denying the fact that Google is turning its attentions to the mobile industry
Even my LG viewty cover box has Google, Youtube and Blogger logo in the front

Seeing that I AM currently using Blogger
which was bought over by Google
I would absolutely disagree that Google has gone too far
So what if Google Earth can take streetview?
Isn't that COOL?
The first time I search up my house
I was like WOAH, that's amazing
shouldn't we celebrate and applaud such breakthrough rather than yap about invasion of privacy
when it's clearly not the case?

Can't help it if u stand in the way of the satellite
and ur picture are up on Google Earth
(omosh, I'm so unsympathetic)
It's like taking a photo of a group of friends
and a stranger happen to walk past at that point of time
Is that intrusion of privacy of that stranger, now that I have a photo of him/her?
The point is, you are not the subject of the google earth
but rather the infrastructure itself

To be honest, I seriously do not care whether it has gone too far or not
All the above is simply my random arguments for the debates
For and against
It's up to you to decide

I like using Google because it's simple and accessible
soo, it doesn't really affect me if it has gone too far
unless my picture suddenly pops up on Google Earth >.<

Omosh, I seriously hope I didn't offend anyone
esp Blogger xD
Please don't kick me out 0.O

I can't fall asleep

Yes, my title shows it all...
so I decided to listen to calming music
perhaps, it would help my insomnia

Pleasant Surprise

looked at the past comments
and it pops up my stalker
freak me out at the start tho
but it turned out to be pleasant surprise!!
I miss her

going out later for dinner!!
I shall sleep now
cos my back hurts from packing-up

Reminiscene

Woke up early to have lunch with J
then went home to have a mini nap =D

Losing my Ls log book
got my sooo frickin worried
so I decided to pack my room
and hopefully, in desperation, I mite find it

Occupying two rooms means that I have MORE mess to clear
so I spent almost 3 hours

Anw, I found this craft glue in d "guest" room
and I realise it had leaked
creating such a wonderful "crystal"

Yes, It's very random but I tot was cool
so I was trying to burst it the whole time

Doesn't everyone love Macro functions?
Sony's supermacro is pretty hot

AND, I found this random hair tie that I thot looks like treble clef
Doesn't it?
It got me really excited, how sad

Ohh, I decided to pack my fave corner in my room
and while packing, I looked through my letters

I love receiving letters
very traditional way of communication
but I love sitting down reading old heartfelt letters
esp those that arrived from a farfaraway land
Makes me happy =D

Anw, THIS is my FAVE corner

You should have seen the thick layer of dust I have collected

Anw, I found my Ls logbook!

Paint-me

I spend HALF my day painting my nails
and most look like crap xD
but it's my first time doing french nails
so what can I say =)

Eeww for my dry fingers

I don't understand how some ppl's nails can be soo perfect
so it's sooo frickin hard paint them

My fave is the one on the left =)

GROSS black nails >.<

Anw, more photo from ytd

Isn't it pretty! I took it!

Anw, I have to go clean up my mess from my manicure session =.=

Oh, my new hair cut makes me look like I am from the countryside
I look nerdy

Snip-Snip

I hope this picture SHOCK u =D

Alrite, I finally CAN be bothered to upload photos =D
This is from Shopping DAY
Does this look familiar to you?
I was outraged wen I saw this at valleygirls
becos I bought one from SG
and I thot it was special
Not anymore =(

Friday : Girl's movie nite
hahaha, random photos
cos I couldn't work my camera
but P is sooo smart and got the flash onHow ghostly =O
I regret not taking A when she was fantasizing abt *cough*

Anw, went to church today
A, A and B came =D
so had lunch with them too
except they didn't stay for cell

A very last minute arrangement
but J and I went to cut hair after church =)
I didn't think my hair is any much different xD

Anw, camwhore all the way xD