It's just a nightmare

I just woke up from a very deep sleep
and I am feeling really lethargic...

I really want to just jot down on how I feel right now
I feel like a loser xD
yes, many would agree...
but It's more than that
I feel like a fool
I feel stupid for even trying

I really believed I could let everything go
and start a new fresh
but unfortunately, no
It still haunts me

I serz don't need you to tell me what a bad person I am
or perhaps, reminding me what crap I have done in the past 1 year
I not the kind of "standby" person
to wait for you when you want me..
or when your free enough to care...
What kind of friendship is that in the first place?

And stop pretending that you treasure the friendship
or pretend to really look like you care about me
because I know you don't
Everything genuine seem so fake...

Ahh, watever..
and I'm not that stupid now
to answer the calls or read the emails
telling me what a crap person I am...

Let's not say goodbye

SushiKo's farewell party

Best Boss ever!

I couldn't blog ytd since I came home arnd 12.45
and I was sooo tired
cos J and I spent the whole afternoon doing the scrapbook for S
I hope she likes it =]

Anw, the buffet at docklands was crazily good
esp the chocolate fondue which look soo tempting

Yummy desert =O
and some of them actually took the whole catering plate >.<
after dinner, decided to go forest hill, supposedly play bowling
then after reachin there..
we decided to go back to SushiKo and play Mafia
It was soo fun!
I absolutely love yesterday =]
Camwhoring partnersWhat happen to "Let's put on a angry face?"
anw, spastic J makes me laugh =] Awwwwww.......

I swear she is the funniest girl alive
soooo guilible
Euhh, I don't think Sibi's top 5 tips will not work >.< See how everyone gets agitated when playing mafia >.< *point fingers* It's just not the end yet...

Fly

From Air Asia


3D 2N Return Flight + Hotel Stay

Kuala Lumpur from RM 61

Langkawi from RM 71

Bangkok from RM 205

This is exactly what I feel like doing
Buy a ticket and fly to somewhere away from everything


Anw, I shall blah on about my day
Went with J and T to print out photos
and I hate hanging with them
cos they just bag me

Then I went with JL to have green tea ice cream
and we went to meet his friend, C
man, I swear she is hilarious

Then, I went to CL's shop
to find P and N
and how nice, they carried my bag and send me home =]

Scribbles

I have mixed feelings in me now
It's indescribable
I’m feeling really sick
and this fear is overtaking me

A love to kill - Lee Soo Young

Math jokes

I am sad and I noe that xD
With around 4 hours of maths today
I tink I'm going nuts
sooo thus, my posting of lame math jokes

BY FAR, MY FAVE ONE =]

This is sooo NOT funny and totally not true xD

Look at the people around us...

From an email recieved very long

Reason, Season and Lifetime

People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
or to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON,
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.
And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall,
the season eventually ends.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being part of my life.


Sometimes, I still trouble over some friendships that have been lost
but I really do agree everyone who I met played a role in my life
and all I just wanna do is be thankful and move on now =]

Yes, I finished photoshopping my euhhh image thingy
but I realised it doesn't even match anything
Ooooh well...can't help if I suck at graphics
even though I like it =D

How about heels instead?

Mich's Party

Alrite, Michael's party on Sunday
Was pretty awesome =]
Never really know Michael that well
but he's such a nice guy
he should be a role model to all the other guys out there xD