You got me lovestruck, and now you're leaving...

I hate rainy days...

New french teacher is really really nice
and I do feel really really guilty for talkin in class
and not paying attention
BUT, I can't help it
seeing I have suppressed myself for 1 and a half years =X
We do SOOO MUCH work in class in the past >.<
don't even one min to rest XD

But anyway, I have decided I will be a nice student from now on...

Hang with S durin lunch
I'm starting to really like it when P and I gang up on him

Anw, have you experience one of those day when you suddenly feel really down?
but you're not exactly sure what's troubling
or perhaps, you're trying to run away from reality?

I rmb...
feeling down and ranting about my life
then, someone told/scolded me to wake up

and fly over to some third world country
and see what complete lost of hope, real pain and heartache really was
Too be honest, I was completely taken aback when I first heard it
not sure whether it was a mere comment or what
but I seriously think that was a massive wake-up call for me
(just prove that lil things that you do or say could impact someone)

It's not that I don't feel sad over certain things anymore
I just try not to be self-absorbed b/c I know that
I can never measured up to the sufferings they gone through
so how can I compare to those people?

Yep, It's you

I had to upload photos from my LG viewty
cos P would prob kill me >.<

Ewww, my face look squished
gross...

I was preparing to cook dinner for myself
and I washed the rice already

BUT in the end, I went out with C and P to eat at Four Season
so that leaves my washed Jap rice in the rice cooker
I think I will eat that for breakfast >..<

I hate you, chao

Domo-Kun, ily

Wahahah, how massive is domo!!
gosh, makes me jeolous of that lilgirl 0.O
*HUGS*

OooH, I finally finished my french brochure =)

There was a "welcome for newcomers" at church
so it was mainly games and fun!
and I was given a card from my cell leader which was pretty awesome!
and J won chocolates
but she can't eat them..
SO I HAVE THEM!
It's pretty awesome wen ur bestf is vege and lacto-intolerant
so that means I get to have her share of meat and chocolates =D
No wonder I'm getting fatter =.=
but wateva...

It's getting colder and colder each day
I almost got froze to death when I went out today
and the wind was crazy >.<
Please don't rain tomo...
so that there will be middle school thingy
and I will be able to have 2 free periods

I wanna SHOP desperately
Off to do some HWS!
That's rite!

hmmm,

What if I told you I'm in love with you

What do I want?

Wahahha, I finally found the drama I want on the internet =)

The week past so fast
and Mid years are coming soon =X

I haven't felt the stress of VCE yet
but what worries me the most is "What happens AFTER VCE?"
I'm still at lost what I wanna do in the future
I want to be free, I guess
Do meaningful things in my life...
Spread the happiness around...
But I haven't found what I am most happy at doing xD

I would talk about my wildest dream
but you would only tell me it's impossible
or look at me in a weird manner
(or perhaps, this is how I looked at myself)
So, I'll keep it as a secret

Have you thought at what you wanna do?
I'm not asking to be a billionaire
nor am I asking to be someone famous
I don't want to just settle my life on something that's not of worth
or accomplished a super career b/c society tells us so
Neither do I want a smooth ride and realise that I've reach the end of my journey
without living a life full of struggles, hardships, pain, yet joy, peace and happiness...
I want to face everything that comes in my way with a smile,
a thankful smile that I have been given the opportunity to experience such.

But obviously, it's gonna be hard
I highly doubt I will be happily smiling to myself
if I failed VCE or smth >.<

Anyway, I wanna hold strongly to my faith and beliefs
and not be led astray
I don't wanna lose myself anymore
Throughout my highschool life,
I have changed sooo much
and when I reflect upon it
I feel such a crap person now
I feel that I'm such a unkind, ungrateful, superficial and selfish person
Let me change for the better please!!!


Baby, you're such a closed book
The more I wanna be with you,
the more I 've to strain myself to read
But I'm not like the rest,
The harder to catch you, the easier I give up
You're the book that I am set on closing
and I don't even wanna guess the end
Goodnite, I love you

Goodness Me

OMosh, I finished the two DVDs which is like 40 episodes already
and I realised I dun have the next disc =O
Kill me...

And guess what I just found out
I google the drama and I realise that there's 260 episodes
w-t-h??

OMoshh, what should I do now...
I m dying to watch what happens next!!

Glued to TV

Stuffed up English Sac
As much as I thought that 2 hours was like WOW
I still didn't have enuff time =(
or perhaps, I didn't use my time wisely

Oh well, I have good counselling skills anw
"This lil SAC is not going to determine my life" rite?

Heeh, I am soo glued to this new drama =)
but, I should really start doing smth
some1 reminded me today : "This is VCE"

My post is getting shorter and shorter
without any substance
and I m not to be blamed

b/c NOTHING EXCITING IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE!!
how depressing >.<

Where do I go from here?

School has only just started
and I'm getting sick of it

I'm in a -Don't feel like doing anything -mood

I have an Eng Sac tomo

Anw, I just woke up from the sweetest nap ever
and I m off to make myself some noodles =)
I love tuesday
b/c I get to eat dinner alone
and watch drama in peace...

Aaah, I sound so isolated xD
well yes, human interaction means trouble anw


I miss the day when your voice melts my heart
or was it simply my illusion?