A year from the past; moving forward or turning back.

Time passes so fast.

Exactly a year ago, things were going so unstable.

Who would have thought I ended up where I am right now?

going on exchanges, meeting new friends and travelling heaps.

Yet sometimes, I still feel empty.

Missing what I used to have; missing you especially.

Just wishing that one day, you'll just be a buried memories that will forever be repressed.

Renewal; mark the date

Today marks my day of a new beginning.

Hopefully, I will learn stand firm with His teaching;

no more unnecessary heartbreaks

no more thoughts that will engulfed my soul

Learning to let it all go and moving on;

for a better future; for a new beginning

in Him, we shall never be alone

I swear this is like the first friday night in like months that I'm staying at home.

Feels somewhat lonely.

This is quite depressing, I must say.

-sigh-

but I wanna rmb this quote.

God has never promised us that we shall never feel lonely.

But He promise that in Him, we shall never be alone :)

alright peeps, I'm gonna to watch drama now and make myself feel useful.

i'm coming home; and U will be there waiting for my arrival

I swear this feels sooo weird typing smth on my blog again.

Feels so foreign and strange.

Wonder why I left at the start.

and now wonderin' what I'm doing here right now.

Life has been so confusing and complicated for the past few months.

and it still is; but it's getting alot better.

and I have hopes that it's only gonna get better and better

*finger crossed*

2011; let's all make a difference.

a change in our life.

step out of our comfort zone!

and move forward.

the more I'm typing, the more I just wanna tell you guys everything that's been happening!

I just came back 3 weeks ago from SG.

and I'm soo busy!

somehow, somewhat.

but then again, it must be my epic-fail time management that made me feel that way!

I really have to connect back to my highschool friends

feels like I haven't seen them for oinks!

or if I do see then, it just so shallow and surface.

like I don't even know what's been going on in their lives!

I want to stay positive.

and stay busy in order to keep my mind off certain things.

Loving this new song by Diddy

I'm coming home.
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
my kingdom awaits; they forgiven my mistakes.

happybirthday Jesus!

hohoho merry x'mas

Not much X'mas mood!
no x'mas trees, no presents in the sock, no santa claus!
don't u wish that we went back in time and live on that fairytale?
I think my parents think I grew old of the whole santa claus thing

but played monopoly deal the whole night with friends
even when the clock stuck midnight, everyone was too engrossed in winning
we dismiss the whole "merry x'mas" thing 

can't wait for NY though.
It means NEW YEAR!
and that means NEW RESOLUTIONS! :P

night peeps!

Build a bridge and get over it?

easy said.

soo it's been a month and I'm utterly confused than ever.
I wonder why I don't every blog anymore.
I guess it's becos I either don't want my feelings to leaked out
or simply, I don't get How I feel!

I've been in singapore for 5 days
and it's been going okay though I really wanna return back to australia
but I guess it will be a good break for me.
away from everything

so my thoughts will be clearer :)

btw, I finally have internet today! been surving without it.
and amazing it was okay.
until I feel like I totally disconnected from the world; and then I started to worry.

I had a 5 hour nap just then and now I'm sooo stuffed!!
I woke up at 10pm :X and it's only midnight now!

x'mas is coming soon! even though I don't feel any festive mood :/
can't wait for new year though!
a new life awaits...hopefully

and I wanna start blogging again.
even though I say that all the time.
maybe I shld get a new fresh blog and start afresh?

falling in as quickly as falling out

this song is such an encouragement to me
and the timing couldn't have been more perfect :)

I, sometimes, wonder if I have spilt personality or smth along this line.
One moment, I tell myself that I'm able to accept this.
Afterall, any form of ending leads to a new beginning right?
Letting it go and filling with a joyful heart to face whatever that may come next.
And I know and believe that everything happens for a purpose.
My mission is completed and now it's the time to leave.

But other times, I wake up in the morning and feel like everything is such a dream
From the point of unification to separation.
Can this be real?

Feels like for the past few months,
I've been living a lie.
Since when did I become so immersed and blinded
that I failed to see beyond the lies?
Was I the only one who poured out everything?

I feel like a little doll being played around with.
Gosh mish, since when have you become so dumbed?

Ahh whatever, I can get through this.
It's only a matter of changed hearts and time.

But it's really all over now.